That was past and done with; but then----? Why could not his relations
with Magelone remain what they had been? And why, if he must renounce
her, could he not at least retain her image in stainless beauty? Her
reception of him to-day, after what had occurred between Otto and
herself, was a double treachery. Was she, perhaps, endeavouring from
fear of her grandfather, from remorse--from a sense of duty--to conquer
her heart? This must not be. It was absolutely necessary that he should
resign all illusions; he must at once and forever resist temptation,
fair though it was to see.
He looked up with a sigh. Magelone was just coming along the avenue, her
airy figure, her light curls flooded with the golden evening glow. She
was, in Johann Leopold's eyes, the very ideal of all beauty and grace.
She lightly hurried up the terrace steps, and in another moment had
thrown about Johann Leopold's shoulders a fragrant wreath of vines and
flowers. "There! you shall not escape all reception festivities," she
said, archly. "How will you defend yourself? Flowery chains should not
be torn asunder."
"Why not? Rather a torn wreath than a withered one," he answered,
bitterly, as he tossed the garland aside.
"Ugh! what a tone, and what a face!" cried Magelone. "They would do for
a farewell. But when one returns, and is received as cordially as you
have been----" She paused suddenly, sat down beside Aunt Thekla, and
looked abroad into the park.
"A return is often sadder than a departure," said Johann Leopold. "I
have found much change here, and am myself more changed than all, and
this you ought to know----Stay, Aunt Thekla!" he begged, as the old lady
arose. "You must hear what I have to say to Magelone."
For a moment he paused, fearful of losing his self-control, then
continued, with apparent calm: "It is with regard, my dear Magelone, to
our grandfather's desire for our marriage. You have tried hard to
reconcile yourself to the thought of it, and I--although I saw how
difficult this was for you--I persuaded myself for a while that you
might succeed. This is over! When I went away I meant to be magnanimous
in bestowing upon you a partial freedom; it could only be partial, since
you knew me still bound. But now I relieve you of this last fetter; you
owe me no further consideration. We are both entirely free."
His voice had grown clear and firm. As he said the last words he arose.
"Good-night," he added, offering his hand to his aunt and to Magelone.
"You will have to excuse me. I am fatigued by my journey."
Magelone gave him her finger-tips without looking at him, but he
possessed himself of her hand. "You know, do you not, that I am your
friend?" he asked. "If I can ever testify this to you by deed, apply to
me. Will you promise me this?"
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