"Certainly. I know well how trustworthy you are!" she cried, derisively,
as she withdrew her hand and looked up to him with a strange flickering
light in her eyes. "Moreover, you can do something for me immediately. I
want to go away! Beg grandpapa to let me go----"
"My child, what are you thinking of?" cried Aunt Thekla. And Johann
Leopold asked,--
"Do you wish to go on my account?"
She tossed her head, and her cheek flushed. "On your account? What an
idea! Why, we are the very best of friends!" she said, still more
derisively than before. "No; it is the old Dönninghausen tedium that
drives me away. Aunt Thekla knows how I have borne it for years."
"But, my child, you were away all last winter!" her aunt remonstrated.
"In Hedwig's and Hildegard's nurseries. Am I to regard that as a
delight?" exclaimed Magelone. "I should like for once to have a little
pleasure. I want to go to Vienna, to the Walburgs'; and from them, if I
can find a good escort, I want to go to St. Petersburg, to Waldemar and
his wife. They have invited me so often."
"Otto's brother. He is probably to be won over to approve their
marriage," was Johann Leopold's surmise, as he replied, "I will do what
I can, dear Magelone. But if, in spite of all I can do, our grandfather
still says no,--you know he does not like to have women travel without
urgent reasons,--you will find here at hand what you look for in St.
Petersburg."
He meant, an advocate of the desire of her heart. She did not understand
him. "What I am looking for is deliverance from this place!" she cried,
with burning cheeks. "If grandpapa says no, I shall go without his
permission. I have castigated myself sufficiently out of regard for the
family." She gathered up her long white dress, and hurried past Johann
Leopold down into the garden.
Aunt Thekla looked beseechingly at her nephew. "Do not be angry with
her; you have each misunderstood the other," she began. But he
interrupted her: "I am not angry, and I have not misunderstood her. On
the contrary, I know what she wishes and needs, and I mean, so far as I
can, to help her and Otto. Pray tell her this in your kind, gentle way.
You see I am too awkward to do so."
With these words he kissed her hand, and went into the house.
The old lady looked after him in painful perplexity. At first it seemed
to her advisable to explain to him his error. But what could she say to
him? Only that Magelone had been determined to marry him. If he should
wish to know more, if he should ask, 'does she love me?' what could she
reply? And even if he did not ask this, if he deceived himself for the
time, must he not sooner or later--too late, perhaps--discover that she
did not love him? And would she, who for a fleeting fancy had not
hesitated to destroy Johanna's happiness, could she sacredly guard
Johann Leopold's happiness and honour?
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