"If I only knew what was right!" sighed Aunt Thekla. And it was only
after long reflection that she found consolation in the conclusion that
if it was the purpose of the Almighty that Johann Leopold and Magelone
should be united, they would be so in spite of all misunderstandings,
and without any help from an old woman.
While she was reflecting thus, Johann Leopold was standing at the open
window of his room, and as he looked abroad over the dark masses of
foliage of the park, and up to the shining stars whose rising and
setting he had so often watched from this very window, there came over
him for the first time that mighty feeling of home which at once absorbs
and expands all individuality. His grandfather was suddenly more
comprehensible to him than ever before, and the task to which the old
man had devoted himself for half a century--the weal and welfare of
Dönninghausen--appeared to him in a new light. For years Johann Leopold
had longed for loftier aims and a wider sphere of activity. Debarred
from much by his state of health, he had disdained what was within his
reach. This should be so no longer! He would show his grandfather that
he was the heir not only of his estates, but of his views and
intentions.
A knock at the door aroused him from his revery, and upon his 'Come in,'
Otto entered the room.
"Is it you?" Johann Leopold exclaimed, as he went to meet his late
visitor, and he offered him his hand with some hesitation. Otto scarcely
touched the tips of his fingers.
"Pardon my taking you by surprise at this unseasonable hour," he said,
as he threw his hat and gloves upon the table and himself into a chair.
"When our grandfather's message arrived I sent word that I was not at
home; for"--and he pushed back the damp curls from his forehead and
turned upon Johann Leopold a face that looked strangely pale and haggard
in the lamp-light--"I could not possibly sit opposite you at table and
pull an amiable face when----I am in a scrape again, and if you do not
help me----But what good would it do? Better a terrible end than terror
without end!"
"Fudge! Speak intelligibly!" Johann Leopold interposed, taking a seat
opposite Otto. And when the latter only stared into space in silence, he
added, "You have been gambling?"
"Yes, I have been gambling," the other replied, lifting his head and
gazing at his cousin with a dark glow in his eyes. "Drag along, as I do,
from morning until night, through days that bring you nothing but one
tedious occupation after another, and with nothing to look forward to
except the same dull round in the same d--d tread-mill, for as long, at
least, as your fate depends upon the whims of a narrow-minded, stubborn
old man----"
"Otto! you forget yourself!" Johann Leopold interrupted him, sternly.
"You choose the time ill for accusing others. You need help. You shall
have it; but upon condition----"
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