Indeed, what with bustle and excitement, there was scarcely time for
grief; but Aunt Thekla supplied tears and lamentations enough as she
superintended the packing of the trunks.
It was bad enough that such a dear good creature as Dr. Werner would
insist upon undertaking such a foolish expedition; and then, too, he did
it for the love of science. But what a Dönninghausen could find to do in
India the old lady could not for the life of her conceive; and still
less did she understand how her brother could let the lad, hardly
recovered as he was, leave Dönninghausen. But the Freiherr seemed better
friends than ever with Johann Leopold. His voice and look when he
addressed him were most kind, and sometimes when he thought himself
unperceived he would gaze at his grandson with an expression of such
anxiety as went to Aunt Thekla's very heart.
To Johanna Johann Leopold had much to say; he commissioned her to
install Red Jakob and Christine in the Forest Hermitage; told her where
to address her letters to him, and promised to write to her in return.
He was as taciturn as ever with Magelone, but his eyes spoke a different
language from any she had read in them before. What was the meaning in
those deep, grave, melancholy eyes?
The last morning he handed his grandfather a letter. "For Magelone," he
said. "Let her give you her answer, and you will write me what it is. Do
not urge her, do not influence her; and if she thinks she can find her
happiness elsewhere, let no consideration for me prevent her from
grasping it."
The letter ran thus:
"DEAR MAGELONE,--You know that considerations of health have
determined me to this journey, which will keep me absent for an
uncertain period from you and from my home. Only my grandfather
and yourself must know that I am very ill, perhaps hopelessly
so, and it is with great pain that I add that under these
circumstances it seems to me dishonourable to hold you bound by
the half betrothal at present existing between us. If I should
one day return well, and find you still free, and ready anew to
bestow upon me your heart and hand, my most ardent desire will
be fulfilled; and perhaps, dear Magelone, I might then be
better qualified to win you than now, when illness depresses
and embitters me. But your future must not depend upon this
_perhaps_; you must not, upon my account, reject or turn away
from what might make you happy. _You are free, perfectly free._
Show our grandfather this letter, that he may know how we stand
with regard to each other. If you can give him a kind word of
comfort for me--no promise; I cannot accept any such from you
now--I shall be heartily grateful to you. Once more, dear
Magelone, you are free, whilst I am now and forever yours,
"JOHANN LEOPOLD."
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