"Oh, I thought you would spend the night."
"Now, don't ask me--I can't--it wouldn't be wise if I could," cried Tom,
giving his hair an unmerciful combing with his fingers.
"No," she replied, regarding him with womanly pity; "perhaps not. And
you would like to go down stairs?"
"I'm a fool to wish it," he answered; "those fine people will only laugh
at me, and I know when I see that magnifico and his popinjay friend
about Elsie I shall want to wring their conceited necks. But I'll
go--oh, it's no use telling lies! You understand just what a fool I
am--I came because I feel as if I must see her once more!"
Tom was twisting his hat in both hands, his features worked in the
attempt he made to control his agitation; but Elizabeth loved him too
well for any notice of his odd manner--she was entirely absorbed in
sympathy for his trouble.
"Oh, Tom, Tom!" she said, "I do hope absence--the change--will do you
good."
"Yes," he broke in, with a strangled whistle that began as a groan;
"yes, of course, thank you--oh, no doubt! You see, there's no knowing
what good may come. But Lord bless you, Bess, if the old ship would only
sink and land me safe as many fathoms under salt water as was
convenient, it would be about the best thing that could happen to me."
"Don't talk so, Tom; you can't think how it pains me."
"Well, I won't--there, I'm all right now! Ti-rol-de-rol!" and Tom
actually tried to sing. "I say, Bessie, she never--she don't seem, you
know--?"
"What, Tom?"
"To be sorry I was going, you know?"
"Elsie? She has been so engrossed with her brother's journey----"
"Yes, of course," Tom broke in; "oh, it's not to be expected--nobody
that wasn't a flounder ever would have asked! Ri-tol-de-rol! I'm a
little hoarse this morning, but it's no matter--I only want to show I'm
not put about, you know--that is, not much."
He moved uneasily about the chamber, upset light chairs and committed
disasters generally; but all the while looked resolute as possible, and
kept up his attempt at a song in a mournful quaver.
"Well, I can't stay," he said; "I mustn't lose the train! Now, don't
feel uncomfortable, Bessie; Lord bless you, I shall soon be all
right--sea-sickness is good for my disease, you know," and Tom tried to
laugh, but it was a dismal failure compared with his former
light-heartedness.
Elizabeth saw that he was restless to get once more into Elsie's
presence, painful as the interview must be to him, so she smoothed his
hair, straightened his necktie and accompanied him downstairs.
"Oh, you dear, delightful Tom Fuller!" cried Mrs. Harrington, pleased to
see any man arrive, for Elsie had carried off both her victims into the
window-seat, and was making them dizzy with her smiles and brilliant
nonsense.
"I--I'm delighted to see you," cried Tom, frantically, thrusting his hat
in her face, in a wild delusion that he was offering his hand, for he
was so upset by the sight of Elsie that he felt as if rapidly going up
in an unmanageable balloon.
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