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"Do not blame her,"--said Marya Dmitrievna, hastily;--"she did not wish
to remain on any account whatever, but I ordered her to stay, and placed
her there behind the screen. She assured me that it would only make you
more angry; but I would not listen to her; I know you better than she
does. Receive your wife from my hands; go, Varya, be not afraid, fall at
your husband's feet" (she tugged at her hand)--"and my blessing on
you!..."
"Wait, Marya Dmitrievna,"--Lavretzky interrupted her, in a dull, but
quivering voice:--"you are, probably, fond of sentimental scenes,"
(Lavretzky was not mistaken: Marya Dmitrievna had retained from her
boarding-school days a passion for a certain theatricalness); "they amuse
you; but others suffer from them. However, I will not discuss the matter
with you; in _this_ scene you are not the principal actor. What do _you_
want of me, madam?"--he added, addressing his wife. "Have not I done for
you all that I could? Do not retort, that you have not plotted this
meeting; I shall not believe you,--and you know that I cannot believe
you. What, then, do you want? You are clever,--you never do anything
without an object. You must understand that I am not capable of living
with you as I used to live; not because I am angry with you, but because
I have become a different man. I told you that on the day after your
return, and you yourself, at that moment, acquiesced with me in your own
soul. But you wish to reinstate yourself in public opinion; it is not
enough for you to live in my house, you want to live under one roof with
me,--is not that the truth?"
"I want you to forgive me,"--said Varvara Pavlovna, without raising her
eyes.
"She wants you to forgive her,"--repeated Marya Dmitrievna.
"And not for my own sake, but for Ada's,"--whispered Varvara Pavlovna.
"Not for her sake, but for Ada's,"--repeated Marya Dmitrievna.
"Very good. You wish that?"--ejaculated Lavretzky, with an effort. "As
you like, I agree to that."
Varvara Pavlovna cast a swift glance at him, and Marya Dmitrievna
cried out:--"Well, God be praised"--and again tugged at Varvara
Pavlovna's hand. "Now receive from me...."
"Wait, I tell you,"--Lavretzky interrupted her. "I consent to live with
you, Varvara Pavlovna,"--he continued:--"That is to say, I will take
you to Lavriki, and I will live with you as long as my strength holds
out, and then I shall go away,--and return now and then. You see, I do
not wish to deceive you; but do not demand anything more. You yourself
would smile, were I to comply with the desire of your respected relative,
and press you to my heart, and assure you that ... there had been no
past, that the felled tree could burst into blossom once more. But I
perceive that I must submit. You will not understand that word; ... it
matters not. I repeat, I will live with you ... or, no, I cannot promise
that ... I will join you, I will regard you again as my wife...."
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