Frontier and pioneer life -- Middle West; Garland, Isabelle McClintock
It chanced that a physician friend was visiting us at the time and his
skill reassured me a little. The bursting of a minute blood-vessel in
the brain had done the mischief. A small clot had formed, he said,
which must either grow or be re-absorbed. He thought it would be
re-absorbed and that she would slowly recover.
This diagnosis proved to be correct and in a few days she was able to
sit up, and before I returned to Boston she could walk a little, though
she could not lift her feet from the floor.
OUR parting at this time was the most painful moment of my life. I
had my work to do in Boston. I could earn nothing out on the plain,
so I must go, but I promised it would not be for long. In my heart I
determined that the remainder of her life should be freer from care
and fuller of joy. I resolved to make a home for her in some more
hospitable land, but the cling of her arms to my neck remained with me
many days.
She gained slowly, and a year later was able to revisit the scenes
of her girlhood in Wisconsin. In two years she was able to go to
California with me. She visited the World’s Fair in Chicago, and her
sons wheeled her about the grounds as if to say: “Mother, you have
pioneered enough; henceforth fold your hands and rest and be happy.”
She entered now upon another joy—the quiet joy of reminiscence, for
the old hard days of pioneering on the Iowa prairie grew mellow with
remembered sunshine—the storms grew faint and vague. She loved to sit
and dream of the past. She loved to recall old faces, and to hear us
tell of old times and old neighbors. Beside the glow of her fire she
had a keen delight in the soughing of the winds in the grim pines of
Wisconsin, the flame of lightning in the cyclonic nights in Iowa, and
the howling blasts of stern blizzards on the wide Dakota sod. She came
back to old friends in “the Coolly Country of Wisconsin,” and there her
sons built a roomy house about her. They put nice rugs under her feet
and new silver on her table. It was all on a very humble scale, but it
made her eyes misty with happy tears. For eleven years after her first
stroke she lived with us in this way—or we with her. And my father, was
glad of the shelter and the comfort, for he, too, admitted growing age
and joined with his sons in making the wife happy.
I HAVE a purpose in this frank disclosure of my mother’s life. It is
not from any self-complacency, God knows, for I did so little and it
came so late—I write in the hope of making some other work-weary mother
happy. There is nothing more appealing to me than neglected age. To see
an old father or mother sitting in loneliness and poverty dreaming of
an absent son who never comes, of a daughter who never writes, is to me
more moving than Hamlet or Othello. If we are false to those who gave
us birth we are false indeed.
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