A little surge of affection for her mother warmed the girl's eyes. The
small attentions which in the Cardew household took the place of loving
demonstrations had always touched her. As a family the Cardews were
rather loosely knitted together, but there was something very lovable
about her mother.
Grace Cardew kissed her, and then held her off and looked at her.
“Mercy, Lily!” she said, “you look as old as I do.”
“Older, I hope,” Lily retorted. “What a marvel you are, Grace dear.” Now
and then she called her mother “Grace.” It was by way of being a small
joke between them, but limited to their moments alone. Once old Anthony,
her grandfather, had overheard her, and there had been rather a row
about it.
“I feel horribly old, but I didn't think I looked it.”
They got into the car and Grace held out the box to her. “From your
father, dear. He wanted so to come, but things are dreadful at the mill.
I suppose you've seen the papers.” Lily opened the box, and smiled at
her mother.
“Yes, I know. But why the subterfuge about the flowers, mother dear?
Honestly, did he send them, or did you get them? But never mind about
that; I know he's worried, and you're sweet to do it. Have you broken
the news to grandfather that the last of the Cardews is coming home?”
“He sent you all sorts of messages, and he'll see you at dinner.”
Lily laughed out at that.
“You darling!” she said. “You know perfectly well that I am nothing in
grandfather's young life, but the Cardew women all have what he likes
to call savoir faire. What would they do, father and grandfather, if you
didn't go through life smoothing things for them?”
Grace looked rather stiffly ahead. This young daughter of hers, with her
directness and her smiling ignoring of the small subterfuges of life,
rather frightened her. The terrible honesty of youth! All these years of
ironing the wrinkles out of life, of smoothing the difficulties between
old Anthony and Howard, and now a third generation to contend with. A
pitilessly frank and unconsciously cruel generation. She turned and eyed
Lily uneasily.
“You look tired,” she said, “and you need attention. I wish you had let
me send Castle to you.”
But she thought that lily was even lovelier than she had remembered her.
Lovely rather than beautiful, perhaps. Her face was less childish than
when she had gone away; there was, in certain of her expressions, an
almost alarming maturity. But perhaps that was fatigue.
“I couldn't have had Castle, mother. I didn't need anything. I've been
very happy, really, and very busy.”
“You have been very vague lately about your work.”
Lily faced her mother squarely.
“I didn't think you'd much like having me do it, and I thought it would
drive grandfather crazy.”
“I thought you were in a canteen.”
“Not lately. I've been looking after girls who had followed soldiers to
camps. Some of them were going to have babies, too. It was rather awful.
We married quite a lot of them, however.”
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