Then Lily had gone away to school. How carefully the school had been
selected! When she came back, however, there had been no more questions,
and Grace had sighed with relief. That bad time was over, anyhow. But
Lily was rather difficult those days. She seemed, in some vague
way, resentful. Her mother found her, now and then, in a frowning,
half-defiant mood. And once, when Mademoiselle had ventured some jesting
remark about young Alston Denslow, she was stupefied to see the girl
march out of the room, her chin high, not to be seen again for hours.
Grace's mind was sub-consciously remembering those things even when she
spoke.
“I didn't know you were having to learn about that side of life,” she
said, after a brief silence.
“That side of life is life, mother,” Lily said gravely. But Grace did
not reply to that. It was characteristic of her to follow her own line
of thought.
“I wish you wouldn't tell your grandfather. You know he feels strongly
about some things. And he hasn't forgiven me yet for letting you go.”
Rather diffidently Lily put her hand on her mother's. She gave her rare
caresses shyly, with averted eyes, and she was always more diffident
with her mother than with her father. Such spontaneous bursts of
affection as she sometimes showed had been lavished on Mademoiselle.
It was Mademoiselle she had hugged rapturously on her small feast days,
Mademoiselle who never demanded affection, and so received it.
“Poor mother!” she said, “I have made it hard for you, haven't I? Is he
as bad as ever?”
She had not pinned on the violets, but sat holding them in her hands,
now and then taking a luxurious sniff. She did not seem to expect
a reply. Between Grace and herself it was quite understood that old
Anthony Cardew was always as bad as could be.
“There is some sort of trouble at the mill. Your father is worried.”
And this time it was Lily who did not reply. She said,
inconsequentially:
“We're saved, and it's all over. But sometimes I wonder if we were worth
saving. It all seems such a mess, doesn't it?” She glanced out.
They were drawing up before the house, and she looked at her mother
whimsically.
“The last of the Cardews returning from the wars!” she said. “Only she
is unfortunately a she, and she hasn't been any nearer the war than the
State of Ohio.”
Her voice was gay enough, but she had a quick vision of the grim
old house had she been the son they had wanted to carry on the name,
returning from France.
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