“Well, I didn't,” said Lily, spiritedly. Then she laughed. He had been
afraid she would laugh. “Oh, Pink, how dear and funny and masculine you
are! I have a perfectly uncontrollable desire to kiss you.”
Which she did, to his amazement and consternation. Nothing she could
have done would more effectually have shown him the hopelessness of his
situation than that sisterly impulse.
“Good Lord,” he gasped, “Grayson's in the hall.”
“If he comes in I shall probably do it again. Pink, you darling child,
you are still the little boy at Mrs. Van Buren's and if you would only
purse your lips and count one--two--three--Are you staying to luncheon?”
He was suffering terribly. Also he felt strangely empty inside, because
something that he had carried around with him for a long time seemed to
have suddenly moved out and left a vacancy.
“Thanks. I think not, Lily; I've got a lot to do to-day.”
She sat very still. She had had to do it, had had to show him, somehow,
that she loved him without loving him as he wanted her to. She had acted
on impulse, on an impulse born of intention, but she had hurt him. It
was in every line of his rigid body and set face.
“You're not angry, Pink dear?”
“There's nothing to be angry about,” he said, stolidly. “Things have
been going on, with me, and staying where they've always been, with
you. That's all. I'm not very keen, you know, and I used to think--Your
people like me. I mean, they wouldn't--”
“Everybody likes you, Pink.”
“Well, I'll trot along.” He moved a step, hesitated. “Is there anybody
else, Lily?”
“Nobody.”
“You won't mind if I hang around a bit, then? You can always send me off
when you are sick of me. Which you couldn't if you were fool enough to
marry me.”
“Whoever does marry you, dear, will be a lucky woman.”
In the end he stayed to luncheon, and managed to eat a very fair one.
But he had little lapses into silence, and Grace Cardew drew her own
shrewd conclusions.
“He's such a nice boy, Lily,” she said, after he had gone. “And your
grandfather would like it. In a way I think he expects it.”
“I'm not going to marry to please him, mother.”
“But you are fond of Alston.”
“I want to marry a man, mother. Pink is a boy. He will always be a boy.
He doesn't think; he just feels. He is fine and loyal and honest, but I
would loathe him in a month.”
“I wish,” said Grace Cardew unhappily, “I wish you had never gone to
that camp.”
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