Muriel started and glared at him. But he was 'fey,' and went on.
'You may well look! A foundling--a charity-boy! You love this
sup--superfluous and probably illegitimate pauper, who----'
'O, you unmanly fool!'
'I say!' and he fell against the tree smitten by Muriel's thunder
and lightning. The storm pealed on.
'I have read of men who spoke such cowardice, but I never thought
to know one. How dare you talk of love? O the shame! Every wealthy
fool can look at us, and love us, as they say, and whine to us--it
_is_ a shame! What right have you to love me or think of me? If
you ever wish to be worth a thought, or fit for his service whom
you've slandered, go and found hospitals, endow
scholarships--fling your wealth in the sea--only get rid of it!
And plough the fields, break stones, dig ditches--some honest work
your scanty brains are suited for; and when that has made you
something of a man, go and beg his pardon. Go away from here, now,
at once. He's waiting for me.'
Dempster limped away. His works were all run down. Youth is cruel,
and Muriel had meant to wound; but she felt a little remorseful at
the sight of the abject creature she had scorched and scotched
with such crude severity, and wished that she had at least spared
him the last savage cut. To be called a fool and a coward--to be
told to get rid of one's personality, is bad; but to be dismissed
in order to make instant room for the other, partakes too much of
hacking and slashing, and might even be put in the category with
vitriol-throwing.
Muriel looked over the wall and called Frank. He was waiting
somewhere near, she knew; and he came and climbed over and kissed
her.
'Where were you hiding?' she asked.
'I sat on a stone by the side of the wall, and meant to sit there
till the voices ceased, or you called me.'
'Did you hear what we said?'
'No.'
'Well, it doesn't matter just now. I'll tell you some other time.'
She sat down on the wall and bade him do the same. Dempster was
forgotten: the stronger impression, that produced by Lee, came out
through the more recent one like the original writing on a
palimpsest.
'When one meets one's father,' she said, 'after a long absence,
whether one knows him well or not, one's heart leaps, and a great
thrill strikes through one.'
'Yes,' said Frank. 'I believe my nerves would ring to the sound of
my father's voice if I were hearing it, though I've never seen
him.'
'Don't imagine it for a moment, dear. When your father comes back
after ten years you shiver in his presence--you feel as if you had
jumped into a frosty sea out of the summer. I did when I went to
him from you.'
She kicked her heels against the wall, and sat on her hands,
looking round and up at Frank like a bird. Then she turned her
gaze into the tree. In the mood that held her, to think was to
resolve. She came to her feet, and stood before her lover.
'What would you think if I were to tell you that my father had
chosen a husband for me?'
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