Dempster cleared his throat of the saw-dust, and with drooping
head, his left hand on his left knee and his right arm hanging
limp, whispered, just above his breath, 'Miss Chartres, you see
before you a miserable being.'
'I don't; I'm not looking,' said the lady sharply, disconcerting
Dempster terribly.
'If you would look you would see me,' he said nervously, as
several watch-springs seemed to break out of bounds in various
parts of his anatomy.
Miss Jane looked over the top of her book. She saw him collapsed
before her with abased eyes, and was satisfied. So she hid her
face again, smiling, and said coldly, 'I have seen you.'
'Have you?' said Dempster, going off, as it were accidentally,
like a gun; 'I'm very glad: for I would have had no rest of mind
or body if you hadn't looked at me. I would have gone about like a
hen that had lost her--I mean----'
'Well, and say ill, Mr. Dempster,' said Miss Jane, unable to
resist the chance which she had long desired to take. 'These kind
of people often make more mischief than ill-doers,' she added.
This overwhelmed Dempster. Down he came on the other knee, and,
clasping both hands, called out in serpentine anguish, and without
a stammer, 'Why are you so hard on me? The moment I made that
unfortunate remark about marrying you, the earth, the sun, my
wealth, and life and death were to me no more than they are to a
poor man. I assure you, I assure you--I don't exaggerate; and I
beg you, I implore you to forgive me.'
'Rise, Mr. Dempster,' said Miss Jane with a slight return of
graciousness. 'There is really nothing to forgive.'
Some automatic winding-up process began within him and would soon
have brought him to his feet with a bound, but Miss Jane's reply
to his 'And we will be friends as we were before?' made him all
run down again; for the lady said, 'That can hardly be. Though
mistakes may not require forgiveness, they cannot always be
forgotten. But rise, please.'
'I'll not rise till you forget,' said Dempster with pitiful
resignation, his various members barely hanging together. The poor
fellow was in deader earnest than even Miss Jane supposed, as will
shortly appear.
'But I cannot forget,' said the lady. 'Thought is free, and
self-willed besides, Mr. Dempster.'
He clasped his hands again, and in a succession of spasms
ejaculated, 'You are the only woman whose society I have any
comfort in. You understand me; and your advice is always good,
and--eh--ah--agreeable. You never snub me--at least not often, and
not without good reason--like younger, like thoughtless hoydens.
If you won't forget and be friends with me again, I don't know
whatever I'm to do. I have nothing at all to think of now Muriel
has rejected me; and I'll have nobody I can talk to with any
frankness if you go on remembering.'
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