'Most foolish talk fall from your father's lips about you, Muriel.
It is horrible to talk to you in this way; but I tremble when I
think of your being left to your father's tender mercies. Listen.
I have challenged him to keep you from me, and he has accepted the
challenge. I regret it now. He said that he would use every means;
that he was always armed to the teeth; so I resolved at once to
run away with you, and dared him. I have been rash--or should I
save you in spite of yourself?'
She looked at the ground, working with both hands at the buttons
of her dress. He had described her mental condition as well as his
own. His presence had cast into the shade the recollection of her
talk with Lee. The threat contained in what Lee had said about
'coming to the point and never returning to it' now assumed
portentous shape in her fancy, quickened by Frank's forebodings;
and the happy, trustful, resolved expression which her face had
worn when she climbed over the wall gave place to one of wretched
doubt.
Frank, watching her closely, would not take advantage of her
wavering mood, and refrained from word or action. His whole
endeavour had been to overcome her repugnance to an elopement; yet
when it was shaken, he made no attempt to improve the occasion. He
felt that to do so would be like striking a man when he is down.
What he aimed at was to make her throw him the reins and be
passive. This she had seemed to do when she went over the wall,
but the surrender had not been absolute.
'I am puzzled,' she said hastily, knitting her brows at the moon.
'I cannot decide. I shall tell you how I am thinking, and then,
perhaps, I shall find out what it is right to think. It is clearer
to think aloud. Elopement! It is a bad, vulgar thing. It would be
in all the papers--forgive me, love! I am thinking that way. I
can't help it. People would joke about it as long as we lived. My
father would never forgive me. Frank--Frank Hay! I love him, and
he loves me. My father doesn't love me. Frank wants me to elope.
What would it matter about newspapers and society when we were
married? I am a foolish girl. It always comes round to this: would
it be right just now? Could it ever be right? Here I am in the
road. You must decide.'
This was spoken with extraordinary emphasis, and at a great rate
of speed; and when it was done the trouble passed off her face. It
settled on his. He pushed his hat from his forehead, thrust his
hands into his pockets, confronting her, and said, 'I hoped for
this, and intended to carry you off in triumph. Whatever withholds
me, I cannot.'
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