Miss Jane, being so well acquainted with the sayings and doings of
everybody, had been forced to the belief, without knowing French,
and with the inconsistency of genius, that everybody was a fool.
She did not publish this dogma from the house-tops, but she did
most sincerely believe it. About the time that she saw her way
clearly to believe in the foolishness of everybody, another faith
began to dawn upon her--a faith that she was the only individual
in the world who was not a fool. It should hardly be called a
faith either: for it never assumed the brightness and consistency
of belief, but remained in an uncertain, nebulous condition,
perhaps because she never really set herself to examine into the
truth of the matter, allowing a sort of flickering halo of
infallibility to play about the picture of herself which she
beheld in her own mind.
Although she believed that it behoved everybody else, male and
female, being fools, to marry, she had come to the conclusion that
it behoved her, being in a measure a wise woman, to remain single.
This opinion, like all her other opinions--her constant opinions,
that is--had been of gradual growth. It was generally supposed
that it had fairly taken root about her thirtieth year, when a
certain lawyer, who had been a great friend presumably of her
brother, discontinued his visits to Snell House, and took to wife
the wealthy widow of a game-dealer. It was understood that time
had made four prior attempts with the help of a mill-owner, a
wealthy farmer, a minister, and a retired colonel, to dibble this
opinion with regard to herself and marriage into the soil of Miss
Jane's mind. On the marriage of the lawyer with the game-dealer's
widow, time made a furious stab with his persevering instrument,
and the hardy opinion took a strong hold, and grew, and
flourished, and put forth a flower. The opinion was that she ought
not to marry; the flower, that she was made for a higher end than
to be the wife of any man. The fragrance of this flower was
grateful to her. However, she never forgot that it was only the
blossom of an opinion, liable to be uprooted, and not the
sculptured ornament of an impossible-to-be-disestablished faith.
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