and they believed with Shelley that when “the loathsome mask has
fallen,” man, exempt from awe, worship, degree, the king over himself,
would then be “free from guilt or [p006] pain.” This was the orthodox
liberalism to which men turned when they had lost the religion of their
fathers. But the promises of liberalism have not been fulfilled. We are
living in the midst of that vast dissolution of ancient habits which
the emancipators believed would restore our birthright of happiness. We
know now that they did not see very clearly beyond the evils against
which they were rebelling. It is evident to us that their prophecies
were pleasant fantasies which concealed the greater difficulties that
confront men, when having won the freedom to do what they wish—that
wish, as Byron said:
which ages have not yet subdued
In man—to have no master save his mood,
they are full of contrary moods and do not know what they wish to do.
We have come to see that Huxley was right when he said that “a man’s
worst difficulties begin when he is able to do as he likes.”
The evidences of these greater difficulties lie all about us: in the
brave and brilliant atheists who have defied the Methodist God, and
have become very nervous; in the women who have emancipated themselves
from the tyranny of fathers, husbands, and homes, and with the
intermittent but expensive help of a psychoanalyst, are now enduring
liberty as interior decorators; in the young men and women who are
world-weary at twenty-two; in the multitudes who drug themselves with
pleasure; in the crowds enfranchised by the blood of heroes who cannot
be persuaded to take an interest in their destiny; in the millions, at
last free to think without fear of priest or policeman, who have made
the moving pictures and the popular newspapers what they are. [p007]
These are the prisoners who have been released. They ought to be very
happy. They ought to be serene and composed. They are free to make
their own lives. There are no conventions, no tabus, no gods, priests,
princes, fathers, or revelations which they must accept. Yet the result
is not so good as they thought it would be. The prison door is wide
open. They stagger out into trackless space under a blinding sun. They
find it nerve-wracking. “My sensibility,” said Flaubert, “is sharper
than a razor’s edge; the creaking of a door, the face of a bourgeois,
an absurd statement set my heart to throbbing and completely upset me.”
They must find their own courage for battle and their own consolation
in defeat. They complain, like Renan after he had broken with the
Church, that the enchanted circle which embraced the whole of life is
broken, and that they are left with a feeling of emptiness “like that
which follows an attack of fever or an unhappy love affair.” Where is
my _home_? cried Nietzsche: “For it do I ask and seek, and have sought,
but have not found it. O eternal everywhere, O eternal nowhere, O
eternal in vain.”
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