Something now occurred that startled him out of his reverie. Communing
with himself, he was staring blankly ahead, taking little note of the
people whom he saw. But somehow, in a vague and dream-like way, he
seemed to become aware that there was some one in front of him--a long
way ahead as yet--whom he knew. He was still thinking of Mrs. Lorraine,
and unconsciously postponing the examination of this approaching figure,
or rather pair of figures, when, with a sudden start, he found Sheila’s
sad and earnest eyes fixed upon him. He woke up as from a dream. He saw
that young Mosenberg was with her, and naturally the boy would have
approached Ingram, and stopped and spoken. But Ingram paid no attention
to him. He was, with a quick pang at his heart, regarding Sheila, with
the knowledge that on her rested the cruel decision as to whether she
should come forward or not. He was not aware that her husband had
forbidden her to have any communication with him; yet he had guessed as
much, partly from his knowledge of Lavender’s impatient disposition, and
partly from the glance he caught of her eyes when he woke up from his
trance.
Young Mosenberg turned with surprise to his companion. She was passing
on; he did not even see that she had bowed to Ingram, with a face
flushed with shame and pain, and with eyes cast down. Ingram, too, was
passing on, without even shaking hands with her or uttering a word.
Mosenberg was too bewildered to attempt any protest; he merely followed
Sheila, with a conviction that something desperate had occurred, and
that he would best consult her feelings by making no reference to it.
But that one look that the girl had directed to her old friend before
she bowed and passed on had filled him with despair. It was somehow like
the piteous look of a wounded animal, incapable of expressing its pain.
All thoughts and fancies of his own little vexations or embarrassments
were instantly banished from him: he could only see before him those sad
and piteous eyes, full of kindness to him, he thought, and of grief that
she should be debarred from speaking to him, and of resignation to her
own lot.
Gwdyr House did not get much work out of him that day. He sat in a small
room in a back part of the building, looking out on a lonely little
square, silent and ruddy with the reflected light of the sunset.
“A hundred Mrs. Kavanaghs,” he was thinking to himself bitterly enough,
“will not save my poor Sheila. She will die of a broken heart. I can see
it in her face. And it is I who have done it--from first to last it is I
who have done it; and now I can do nothing to help her.”
That became the burden and refrain of all his reflections. It was he who
had done this frightful thing. It was he who had taken away the young
Highland girl, his good Sheila, from her home, and ruined her life and
broken her heart. And he could do nothing to help her.
CHAPTER XVIII.
SHEILA’S STRATAGEM.
“We met Mr. Ingram to-day,” said young Mosenberg, ingeniously.
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