The young man escaped a great deal of the ordinary consequences of this
petting, but not all. He was at bottom really true-hearted, frank and
generous--generous even to an extreme--but he had a habit of producing
striking impressions which dogged and perverted his every action and
speech. He disliked losing a few shillings at billiards, but he did not
mind losing a few pounds; the latter was good for a story. Had he
possessed any money to invest in shares, he would have been irritated by
small rises or small falls; but he would have been vain of a big rise,
and he would have regarded a big fall with equanimity, as placing him in
a dramatic light. The exaggerations produced by this habit of his
fostered strange delusions in the minds of people who did not know him
very well: and sometimes the practical results, in the way of expected
charities or what not, amazed him. He could not understand why people
should have made such mistakes, and resented them as an injustice.
And as they sat at dinner on this still, brilliant evening in Summer, it
was Sheila’s turn to be clothed in the garments of romance. Her father,
with his great gray beard and heavy brow, became the King of Thule,
living in this solitary house overlooking the sea, and having memories
of a dead sweetheart. His daughter, the princess, had the glamor of a
thousand legends dwelling in her beautiful eyes; and when she walked by
the shores of the Atlantic, that were now getting yellow under the
sunset, what strange and unutterable thoughts must appear in the wonder
of her face! He remembered no more how he had pulled to pieces Ingram’s
praises of Sheila. What had become of the “ordinary young lady, who
would be a little interesting, if a little stupid, before marriage, and
after marriage sink into the dull, domestic hind?” There could be no
doubt that Sheila often sat silent for a considerable time, with her
eyes fixed on her father’s face when he spoke, or turning to look at
some other speaker. Had Lavender now been asked if this silence had not
a trifle of dullness in it, he would have replied by asking if there
were dullness in the stillness and the silence of the sea. He grew to
regard her calm and thoughtful look as a sort of spell; and if you had
asked him what Sheila was like, he would have answered by saying that
there was moonlight in her face.
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