Colorado -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Fiction; Love stories; Redemption -- Fiction; Western stories
He made sure that the picture and its setting would be a lasting
memory, and the sight of it brought back a swelling wave of
recollection that went nigh to submerging him. There was the piano,
where he had so often stood beside her, turning the leaves of her music
while she played for him. In the corner, where the cross light from
the windows could be shaded and controlled from her chair, stood her
easel--the workbench before which she had spent so many patient hours.
On the wall opposite, hanging just where she could see it while she
worked, was the little Vedder--his one valuable gift; and beside the
fire, which was now burning brightly, stood the easy-chair which had
come to be called his, so often had he claimed it.
Some such background he had always imagined for his own home--the home
wherein he could escape from the growing responsibilities of his work;
the home which Isabel was to make for him. But she had said it could
never be, and she was sending him away without hope, and with nothing
but the remembrance of her pity to fill the place she had made for
herself in his life. She might have kissed him once, he thought, and
the thought set itself in words before he could check it.
“It couldn’t have made much difference to you, Isabel; a kiss is only
a little thing. And yet I had an idea that if you gave me one the
remembrance of it would tide me over some of the hard places. That was
all.”
Her eyes met his when he began to say it, but she neither saw nor heard
him when he went away. When she looked up and found him gone she ran to
the door to call him back, but she was not quick enough. The night had
swallowed him, and when she made sure of it she went back to the studio
to bury her face in the lounge pillows and to cry bitterly--for what,
she knew not, save that her world seemed suddenly to have fallen out of
its orbit.
Thus the maid. And the man? As Brant had left the same house a few
nights earlier with the devil beckoning him, so went Antrim, stumbling
over the curb at the crossing and splashing through the pools made
by the overflowing irrigation ditches without once realizing the
discomfort. It was mirth for the gods, doubtless. His trouble was
only a microscopic bit of side play in the great human comedy. But it
was tragic enough to the young man, and many a spoiled life answers to
promptings no more insistent than those which gather, buzzardlike, to
pick the bones of a starved passion.
In the ruck of it Antrim tramped wearily back to the city, unmindful
of all the familiarities until some one spoke to him at the corner of
Sixteenth and Larimer Streets. It was Grotter, the division engineer,
and he linked arms with the chief clerk and caught step.
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