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Such reckless disregardings of the simple necessities speedily brought
their own penalties. By half past one o’clock he was little better
than an automaton, doing whatever came to hand mechanically and by
force of long habit. By three he had fairly entered the drunkard’s
paradise--that exalted frame of mind in which the most abstruse
problems seem to solve themselves of their own motion. After that,
all things were easy of accomplishment, and the chief clerk shut and
locked his office at six o’clock with the comforting conviction that
he was quite himself again; that, notwithstanding the perplexities of
the morning, he had acquitted himself with his old-time vigour and
perspicacity.
Then he went to supper, and when he found that he had overshot the mark
and could eat nothing, he began dimly to realize that he was in a bad
way and forced himself to drink a double allowance of strong coffee.
The slight stimulant began presently to counteract the effect of the
greater, and with the first gleams of returning sobriety the threat of
the forenoon renewed itself with added insistence.
When that happened he went to his room and sat down on the edge of the
bed to reason it out. For an hour or more he wrestled with the thing,
coming no nearer the truth than this: that out of the struggle came
a great and growing conviction that he had left something of critical
moment undone. That was enough. Things left undone in a railway
superintendent’s office may easily mean anything in the category of
disaster, and Antrim groped for his hat and coat and went out, meaning
to borrow yet again of the usurer, and then to go back to his office to
search for the slipped cog.
Fortunately for the latter resolve, the brisk walk in the cool night
air sobered him sufficiently to send him straight to the office without
the preliminary. Letting himself in and leaving the door ajar, he
turned the key of the incandescent lamp over his desk and sat down
to go painfully over the business of the day. It was slow work. His
fingers were clumsy, and there was a curious haze before his eyes which
seemed to befog the mental as well as the physical vision. Under such
conditions it was not wonderful that he overlooked the message relating
to the movements of the president’s special train; and when he had gone
through the day’s correspondence without discovering anything amiss, he
was dismayed afresh to find that the threat of impending disaster was
increased rather than diminished, and his pulse quickened with a rising
fever of apprehension.
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