Colorado -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Fiction; Love stories; Redemption -- Fiction; Western stories
“Oh, good Lord,” he groaned, “what has come over me that I can’t
remember? I know I’ve missed something--something that will drive me
crazy if I can’t find out what it is. Let me think: there was the
Rowland excursion to arrange--that’s done; and the holding of Number
Seven for the Western mail--I did that, too.” He went on through the
day’s routine, checking off the items one by one. “No, it’s something
else, and it’s gone from me--gone as though it never were. And whatever
it is, it will ruin me, world without end. God of mercy, why can’t I
remember?”
He leaned back in the swing chair and tortured his brain once
again--cudgelled it until the sweat stood in great drops on his
forehead, but all to no purpose. Once he started up with the thought
that he would try to find Bertram, but he knew not where to look for
the stenographer, and, besides, the nameless terror seemed now to be
so close at hand as to forbid all expedients asking for time. This
menacing phase of the unexplainable thing made him sick with fear, and
the sickness made him sit down and sweat again and fight desperately
for consciousness.
In the midst of this, while he sat staring blankly at the opposite
wall, the end came. Having dwelt overmuch upon the day’s routine,
the events of it now began to chase each other in a round of endless
repetition. In this rhythmic round things tangible were presently
involved, first the walls of the room, then the furniture. He caught
at the arms of his chair to save himself from slipping into the vortex
of the spinning whirlpool: something clicked, in his brain or out of
it, the twirling maelstrom vanished in a puff of darkness that could be
felt, and silence as profound as that in which the deaf live seemed to
kill the sense of hearing.
How long he sat horror-sick in the stifling darkness he knew not; it
might have been minutes or hours. Then a familiar sound broke the
stillness, and he listened with the keen joy of one who hears the
babble of running water in a thirsty desert. It was the clicking of
the telegraph instrument on his desk, and the tiny tapping was his
first assurance that he had not been stricken both deaf and blind in
the same instant. At first the clicking spatter of dots and dashes was
meaningless; then it slipped into coherence, and Antrim listened with
his heart pounding like a trip hammer. The sounder was repeating the
wire business of the day.
Like a flash out of the unseen it came to the prisoner of despair
that the thing forgotten had to do with some telegram mislaid or
overlooked, and here was his opportunity. Sooner or later the tapping
sounder would give him the lost clew, and he would lie in wait and
listen and pounce upon it.
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