'What is it, sweetheart?' he asked, reading trouble in my eyes, and
then, as I could not immediately answer him, he went on to tell me
that he had been past Sion House several times in his boat, but
without seeing me. 'I looked for you, dear. But you were not here,'
he said. 'However, all is well that ends well, and now that I have
you at last I shall not spoil the time by regretting what is past.'
He paused.
And still I could not talk, having enough to do to keep from breaking
down and weeping. He therefore continued, 'I have been to your home
in Sussex, and have asked your father's permission to become
betrothed to you, and, after he had heard all I had to say, he
willingly gave it and said that he would write to you. Has he
written?'
'No,' said I, shaking my head. 'But he is ever slow to write about
anything. He promises, and then he puts off doing it, for writing is
ever irksome to him.'
'Ah, well, it does not matter, does it, sweet one? We understand
each other, and he has consented to our betrothal, and that is quite
enough,' and he pressed my hand.
'Enough truly,' said I. 'But oh!----' and I stopped short, sighing
heavily, for indeed it did seem most heartless of us to be settling
up our own happiness, as it were, when my poor mistress was in such
dire distress.
And again Sir Hubert, reading my trouble in my face, besought me to
tell him all that was distressing me.
I told him everything, not omitting my own negligence in failing to
prepare my mistress for what was in store for her upon the king's
death.
He knew of the latter sad event, and of course regarded the matter of
Lady Jane's unhappiness quite differently from what I did.
'They are right,' he said, 'who want to make Lady Jane queen instead
of the Papist Mary. Think of the horrors that would befall this land
if Roman Catholicism prevailed. Have you forgotten all I told you
about the awful Inquisition? Consider what it would be if
established here in England. No one would be safe. You might be
talking to me one half hour and the next that which is worse than the
grave might have swallowed me up for ever, or perchance you. No one
is secure where secret deaths and tortures pervade the land. Oh, the
misery, the weeping of loving relations for their friends who have
vanished from them in that way! You have no idea what it is like.
And even,' he continued earnestly, 'even if Lady Jane does not want
to be queen, it is expedient that one should suffer a little rather
than many a great deal. And she ought to be glad,' he concluded
zealously, 'she ought to be glad that she is chosen to do a great
work for England. As a true-hearted woman, she will be ready and
willing to sacrifice herself for others.'
'Yes,' said I, 'she will, I know, if she can be brought to look at it
in that way. No discomfort to herself will in her mind militate
against doing the thing that is right.'
'Therefore she will do it.'
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