A Question of MarriageVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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A Question of Marriage
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Single women -- Fiction
"He has a passionate nature; he could feel very deeply. I think he is
not happy." Such was Vanna's diagnosis of Piers Rendall's character as
she drank her tea and ate her plum-cake in almost uninterrupted silence.
Her companions had endeavoured to draw her into the conversation. Jean
had grimaced eloquently across the table, but Vanna made only a feeble
response. It seemed as though Jean's depression had been suddenly
shifted on to her own shoulders; the peaceful content of the last few
days had disappeared; she felt solitary, wounded, jarred. When the meal
was over and the three young people started out on their walk, these
feelings deepened. Had she not already received her instructions--that
she was to feign an accident as an excuse for obliterating herself for
the others' benefit? Vanna set her lips with an obstinate little
resolve to do nothing of the kind. She would not obtrude her society
where it was not desired, but she would stoop to no pretence by way of
excuse. When they had walked about a mile along the sea-front, she
quietly announced her intention of sitting down.
"I don't think I shall go any farther. I've brought a book. I shall
sit here and rest, and you can pick me up as you come back."
"Oh, Vanna! Why? Are you tired, dear? Aren't you well?" demanded
naughty Jean.
"Perfectly well, thank you," replied Vanna coldly, and had the
satisfaction of seeing that Piers Rendall thought her exceedingly
disagreeable for her pains.
The two figures crossed the belt of pebbly stones, and walked over the
sunny sands to the water's side. Hitherto they had kept to the levelled
promenade, and to Vanna's irritated senses it appeared an added offence
that, once released from her presence, they should at once hasten into
solitude. She turned her eyes away and stared drearily into space.
Revolt surged in her heart. It was not fair. Jean had everything--
home, parents, beauty, strength, the right to be wooed and won. The
world was cruel--unjust. Why should such differences exist? Her own
lot was too hard. She had not deserved it. She had done her best.
Circumstances had not been too easy--always there had hung a shadow;
life in the little country hamlet with Aunt Mary, delicate and sad, had
been by no means ideal for a young girl. Without conceit she knew
herself to have been dutiful, affectionate, kind. She had put her own
wishes in the background, content to minister to an old woman's
declining years. Her own turn would come. Life lay ahead, crowded with
golden possibilities; when they came they would be all the sweeter for
the consciousness of duty well done. And now? Ah, well, in converse
with one's nearest friend one might affect to be brave and independent,
but in the solitude of one's own woman's heart it seemed as if those
possibilities had been wiped away, and left nothing behind.
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