A Question of MarriageVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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A Question of Marriage
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Single women -- Fiction
The sudden breakdown had called attention to the state of Miggles's
heart, which had troubled her at times for some years back. The result
was serious, so serious that the doctor had warned her that her days of
active service were over. Henceforth she must be content to live an
idle life, in some quiet country spot, where she would be free from the
bustle and excitement of town life. Mr and Mrs Goring proposed that
she should live in the Cottage at Seacliff, where the capable woman who
acted as caretaker could wait upon her and do the work of the house, and
Miggles, as usual, was full of gratitude for the suggestion.
"A haven, my dear, opened out to me at the very moment I need it," she
said ardently to Vanna. "It's been like that with me all my life.
Goodness and mercy! I've always loved that dear little house by the
sea; there's no place on earth where I would rather end my days. The
doctor says I shall go off quite suddenly. He didn't want to tell me,
but I explained that I was not at all afraid. From battle, murder, and
_lingering_ death, that's the way I've always said it--not that I wish
to put myself above the Prayer Book, but one must be honest, and that's
how I felt in my heart. I've no claim upon any one, and a long,
expensive illness is a great drag. I'd be so ashamed! `Our times are
in His hand,' my dear; but if it's not presumptuous, I hope He'll take
me soon. Next summer, perhaps, before the boys want to come down for
the holidays. I should like to have the winter just to be quiet and
prepare. June, now! June would be a sweet month to pass away in.
Would it not, my dear?"
"Miggles!" cried Vanna, half laughing, half in tears. "Miggles, how can
you be so callous? I absolutely refuse to discuss the date of your
death. It's not a cheerful subject for us, whatever it may be for you;
and I hope you'll be spared for a long, long rest after your busy life.
How can you talk about dying in that matter-of-fact way, as if it were a
removal from one house to another? Have you no dread, not of the mere
act of death--that is often a real `falling asleep,' but of the leap in
the dark, the unknown change, the mystery behind?"
Miggles lay back against her pillow, a large, unwieldy figure, with thin
bands of hair brushed back beneath an old-fashioned night-cap, her hands
clasped peacefully on her knee.
"No, my dear," she said tranquilly; "the mystery doesn't trouble me.
I'm a poor, weak creature, and I was never clever at understanding. I
only know that it's going to be a change for the better, so of course
I'm ready to go. When I hear people talk of shrinking and trembling at
the thought of death, I think they can't really believe what they
profess, or why should they prefer to live on, lonely, and suffering,
and poor, rather than make a little journey to gain peace and rest?
It's not reason, my dear, it's not reason."
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