A Righted Wrong: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Yates, Edmund
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A Righted Wrong: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Yates, Edmund
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"I have never seen her in any trouble until now," said Mr.
Baldwin--there was a strange kind of pain to him in this first
association with the man who had seen and helped Margaret in the time
now again linked so mysteriously to the present--"she does, indeed,
bear this wonderfully."
"I doubt whether any of us--whether even _you_--can tell what it is to
her," said James, and there was a little impatience in his tone.
Who could really know what she suffered but he--he, dowered with the
power of feeling and understanding grief as these two men, so
different, and yet in some qualities of their organisation so alike,
were not dowered?
The exceptional circumstances had broken down the ordinary barriers
which would have shut out the subject, and the three talked over the
history of Margaret's life in Australia fully and freely. Hayes
Meredith told the others all he knew, and from his narrative Mr.
Baldwin learnt how tolerantly, how mercifully, Margaret had dealt with
the wretched man who had made her youth so miserable, and how, while
telling him the simple terrible truth as she saw it, there was much
she had not seen, had failed to understand. And, as he listened to the
story, and thought how the ghost of the horrid past had risen up again
to blight her, he felt as if all the love with which he had loved her
were nothing in comparison with that which filled his heart now; and
he grieved purely, unselfishly, for her, as she was then grieving for
him.
Margaret had taken her child into her room. The nurse, weary of the
journey, was nothing loth to be rid of her charge, and being an
honest, stupid, bovine sort of person, and therefore admirably suited
to her functions, she did not trouble her mind about her mistress's
movements or remark her appearance. The little girl, already
strikingly like her mother, now slept tranquilly in Margaret's arms,
and now, when in the restlessness of mental suffering she could not
sit still, but walked about the room, in a deep chair before the fire.
As the night wore on, Margaret would kneel beside the chair, and look
at the child by the fire-light, and then stand up again, and resume
her wandering up and down. Surely the dawn was very long in coming.
She lived through those hours as probably every one in every kind of
suffering lives through certain supreme hours of that experience; in
alternate paroxysms of acute anguish, spells of quiet concentrated
thought, and lapses of dull pain, in which there is a kind of confused
forgetfulness, wanting little of being quite a blank. When the latter
came, she would rock the child upon her knees before the fire, or
stand idly at the window, the curtain held back in her hand, and her
face pressed against the cold damp panes.
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