England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Oh no, no, no; but it’s awfully good of you to offer. It’s not at
night, but when he is out by himself that is so trying. I do follow
as much as I dare. You see,” now lowering her voice, “once this mental
breakdown of his took the form of suicide”--and here her voice sank
to a whisper--“he tried to hang himself in Claringbold’s barn; but I
caught him just in time, and it never got out. That was years ago;
and afterwards he made a wonderful recovery. Now, it seems to me more
like a decay of will-power and memory, with occasional outbreaks of
violence--I can manage him then--but it’s the dying of the mind!” and
she gave a little sob.
“If I may speak plainly, Mrs. Ramsay, I really think you should get an
experienced man to look after him at once. I know nothing of mental
disease, but I’m sure it’s not right for you to be alone here with him,
and just two maids and old Mary.”
“You mean for me to get a keeper? No; I couldn’t do it; and think of
what people would suppose.”
Poor innocent lady! Did she imagine for a moment that all Ottinge did
not know for a fact that her husband was insane?
“You might let them suppose he had come to help with the dogs,” he
suggested, after a moment’s hesitation.
“Of course--of course--what a splendid idea!”
“And you will send for him to-morrow, won’t you? Or would you like me
to wire or write to-night? I know some one in London who would see
about this.”
(Leila would have been considerably astonished if her brother’s first
commission from Ottinge was to dispatch a keeper for a male lunatic!)
“I must consult Dr. Boas. Thank you very much. I won’t do anything in a
hurry.”
“Won’t you? Why not? I think you should see Dr. Boas at once.”
“Well, then, I will to-morrow. Jim complains of his head--he often
does, but now he says the pain is like a saw, and he can’t stand it.
Then he imagines he is back in the Service, and expecting to be warned
for parade or a court martial, and talks very strangely. Dr. Boas has
gone away to a funeral, and won’t be back till to-night, and then I
must confess Jim doesn’t like him; he likes no one but you, and some of
the dogs--and _me_, of course,” she added, with a sickly smile.
“Shall I come in this evening?”
“Oh, do; you _are_ a kind fellow! Even if he never speaks now, sure I
know he loves to see you sitting there. Ah, here he is, and I must go
and coax him to eat some dinner!”
To his visitor’s surprise, Captain Ramsay was unusually animated and
talkative that night, and mentioned many little details about his
father, and recalled certain daredevil deeds, acts of generosity, and
even nascent love-affairs.
“I say, Owen, you remember the pretty girl up at Simla--the dark-eyed
one you were so mad about--and how you swore you’d run away with her,
and marry her in spite of her father, the General, and the whole
family? Oh, of course I know--what a duffer I am! You eloped, tore down
the hill by special dâk, and were married at Saharanpore. Where is she
now?”
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