A Romance of Tompkins Square: 1891Janvier, Thomas A. (Thomas Allibone)
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A Romance of Tompkins Square: 1891
Janvier, Thomas A. (Thomas Allibone)
United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
And yet once more were his honey-pots sacrificed, and this time the
sacrifice was sad indeed. From the day that the little Minna came into
the world his own Minna, as in a little while was but too plain to
him, began to make ready to leave it. As the weeks went by, the little
strength that at first had come to her was lost again; the faint color
faded from her cheeks, and left them so wan that through the fair skin
the blue veins showed in most delicate tracery; and as her dear eyes
ever grew gentler and more loving, the light slowly went out from them.
So within the year the end came. In that great sorrow Gottlieb forgot
his ambition, and cared not, when the bills were paid, that his
honey-pots still remained unfilled. For the care of his home and of
little Minna his good sister Hedwig came to him. Very drearily, for a
long while, the work of the bakery went on.
But a strong man, stirred by a strong purpose, does not relinquish
that purpose lightly; and the one redeeming feature of the life of many
sorrows which in this world we all are condemned to live is that even
the bitterest sorrow is softened by time. But for this partial relief
our race no doubt would have been extinguished ages ago in a madness
wrought of grief and rage.
Gottlieb's strong purpose was to make the best lebkuchen that baker ever
baked. After a fashion his sorrow healed, as the flesh heals about a
bullet that has gone too deep to be extracted by the surgeon's craft,
and while it was with him always, and not seldom sent through all his
being thrills of pain, he bore it hidden from the world, and went
about his work again. Working comforted him. The baking of bread is an
employment that is at once soothing and sustaining. As a man kneads the
spongy dough he has good exercise and wholesome time for thought.
While the baking goes on he may smoke and meditate. The smell of the
newly-baked bread is a pleasant smell, and brings with it pleasant
thoughts of many people well nourished in the eating of it. Moreover,
there is no time in the whole twenty-four hours when a city is so
innocent, so like the quiet honest country-side, as that time in the
crisp morning when a baker goes his rounds.
As Gottlieb found himself refreshed and strengthened by these manifold
good influences of his gentle trade, his burden of sorrow was softened
to him and made easier to bear. Comforting thoughts of the little
Minna--growing to be a fine little lass now--stole in upon him, and
within him the hope arose that she would grow to be like the dear mother
whom she never had known. So the little fine roots of a new love struck
down into his sad heart; and presently the sweet plant of love began
to grow for him again, casting its delicate tendrils strongly about the
child, who truly was a part of the being about which his earlier and
stronger love had clung. Yet the love that thus was re-established in
Gottlieb's breast was far from filling it, and so for ambition there was
ample room.
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