A Romance of WastdaleMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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A Romance of Wastdale
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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"No," she replied. "No! It was my fault. I ought never to have become
engaged to you; for I never loved you, even at the beginning. Oh, it
is no use shirking the truth now," she went on, as Gordon rose with a
cry of pain. "I never loved you. I realised that very soon after we
were engaged. I had always liked you. I liked you better than any man
I had met, and so in time I thought I might come to love you as well.
I don't know whether I ever should have reached that if I had been
left alone. But you made it impossible. You would not see that I had
faults and caprices. You would not see that those very faults pleased
me, that I meant to keep them, that I did not want to change. No!
Whenever you came to me, I always felt as if I was being lifted up
reverently and set on a very high and a very small pedestal. And there
I had to stand, with my heels together, and my toes turned out, in an
attitude of decorum until you had gone. Well, you want people with
flat heels to enjoy that. I always wore high ones, and the attitude
tired me."
Instinctively she stretched one foot out as she spoke. The sparkle of
the firelight on the buckle caught Gordon's eye, and he saw that she
was wearing thin kid slippers with a strap across the instep.
"You must be wet through," he exclaimed.
"No," she answered. "I rode to the head of the Pass, and left the
horse tied up to the footbridge over the stream. It was dry enough the
rest of the way."
"You rode over here!" he exclaimed. "Then they must have known you
were coming?"
"Who must have known?" she asked, in a sudden alarm.
"Your father and your aunt. She is staying with you still, I suppose."
"Yes. But they knew nothing, of course. My father had some people to
dinner to-night. I left them early, saying that I was tired. I should
have had no time to change if I had thought of it, as it was close on
ten. I had told Martin, our groom, that I should want a horse--you
know he would do anything for me--and he had it ready saddled. So I
locked my room door, took the key with me, and came away just as I
was."
She stopped abruptly. The mention of her home aroused her to the
consequences of her detection. Up till now the fact that Gordon had
found her out had alone possessed her mind. Now, however, she was
compelled to look forward. What would he do? He was to have married
her in a week, in just seven days. Would he disclose the truth? She
scanned his face for an answer to her conjectures.
Gordon was leaning against the mantelshelf above her, and his eyes met
her inquiring gaze.
"Well?" he asked.
"So you see," she faltered, "I am pretty safe for to-night; but
to-morrow?"
"To-morrow?" He seemed not to have grasped her drift.
"Yes! To-morrow," she repeated. "What do you mean to do?"
The question startled Gordon. He had been thinking of her, not of
himself. Yes, to-morrow he would have to act. But how?
"I don't know," he answered. "I must have time to think. I have not
mastered today yet."
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