A Romance of WastdaleMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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A Romance of Wastdale
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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appreciated with some accuracy the measure of his devotion; but this
estimation was due merely to the immediate succession of his presence
to that of Hawke and to the pronounced contrast between their
attitudes. As their conversation wore on, however, his voice, his
words, and certain tricks of manner, gradually brought back to her the
familiar conceptions of character which she had always associated with
them. And in consequence of the return of those conceptions, the old
habit of expecting sacrifices from him as his usual tribute reasserted
itself afresh. Her sense of liberty was thus unmarred by doubts or
fears, and the rebound of her nature from a preceding despair gave to
it a double exhilaration. She drank in the night air with a keen
pleasure, its brisk sharpness seeming somehow to harmonise with her
thoughts. She would begin her life anew to-morrow, using her knowledge
as a clear light for the guiding of her steps. She had a vision of
morning mists clearing off a long white road and leaving it vividly
distinct--a road in Normandy.
The influence of the hour and the locality was no less predominant
over her fellow-traveller, but it led his thoughts in a far opposite
direction. All the way up that wearisome ascent he was strewing his
steps with the dead leaves of his illusions. The edifice of idealism
which he had built up, fancy upon fancy, with such care and such
seeming solidity, crumbled in an irresistible decay and forced him to
the contemplation of its ruins. And the surrounding space, shapeless
and empty of life, stimulated his poignant sense of desolation. He
tried to picture and place actual features of the dale, to map out the
darkness by his recollections of what it hid. Across there would be
the dark mouth of Peer's Ghyll; or had he passed it?--above his head
the cliffs of Great Gable, with its familiar Pinnacle; now he should
be opposite the bathing-pool at the bottom of the valley. But it was
all uncertainty and surmise, and so far was Gordon from drawing solace
from his conjectures, that the intervening gloom, by its sensuous
effect, helped largely to re-animate and nurse his old belief in the
shifty unreality of things. He came to feel certain of nothing except
the narrow strip of path he trod and the light footsteps behind which
were following him for the last time, and of which the sound to his
ears was exquisitely sad.
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