The reason why I felt so buoyant was not merely the light-heartedness of
repentance. My romantic spirit had conceived a scheme for convincing my
father that he had unjustly sneered at Mr. Dale's business capacity. I
was resolved to consult him as to my investments, and I felt sure that
the profits accruing from his sage advice would plead his cause more
eloquently than any words of mine. Let but my father perceive my
admirer's sterling qualities, and I knew that he would be eager to make
amends for his injustice by pushing him forward in business. The idea
took strong possession of me, for ever since hearing Aunt Helen speak
of Mr. Dale's lack of means I had been eager at heart to assist him. I
would gladly have asked him to put my money into some commercial
venture, and have insisted upon his keeping a portion of the gains; but
to that I felt he would never consent.
And yet I did not believe that I was in love with Roger Dale. The
thought never occurred to me. I was ready to have our relations continue
indefinitely as they were. But I was not able to regard the hostility of
my family without impatience that added a spice of martyrdom to my
interviews with him. The very fact that others thought ill made it all
the more incumbent upon me to be steadfast and undoubting.
IV.
Before I had an opportunity to broach the question of investments to Mr.
Dale, Aunt Agnes added her quota to my sense of wrong. One evening when
she came to dinner I divined, from the intense rigidity of her posture
at table, that she was offended with me. To tell the truth, I felt a
trifle guilty. My visits to her during the winter had been spasmodic and
hurried. What was worse, so greatly was I carried away by my social
success, that whenever we did meet I prattled on about fashionable
frivolities regardless of her frown. But though I was conscious of not
standing in her good graces, I felt tolerably secure from comments on
the score of Mr. Dale, for the reason that as she never went anywhere
she would know nothing of my intimacy with him unless Aunt Helen or my
father were to make her a confidant; and this I did not think likely.
Therefore, when she introduced the subject while we were alone together
in the drawing-room after dinner, I was a little disconcerted.
"Who is this Mr. Gale whose name I see connected with yours?" she asked
severely.
"With mine?"
"Yes, with yours. Don't beat about the bush! You know perfectly well
whom I mean."
"Excuse me, Aunt Agnes, there is no Mr. Gale among my acquaintance. I
know a Mr. Dale."
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