Mrs. Marsh's confidences had mystified me more than ever. Of course I
could no longer doubt Miss Kingsley's jealousy; but it was not equally
apparent to me why Mr. Spence should have felt obliged to change his
behavior so precipitately because of my wealth. Surely he could tolerate
even if he did not advocate the possession of riches. I was young, and
had much to learn. It was possible that when I came to hear his
arguments, I might be convinced and ready to sacrifice my prospects of a
large income to the demands of a noble philosophy. If it were a question
of marriage, I could readily understand his insisting that his bride
should comply with his views in this respect. But I was merely a guest
of Miss Kingsley, an acquaintance whom he might never see again. His
conduct seemed to me irrational and strange. I could not believe that he
had cast me off because of an unwillingness to offend his hostess, for
he had appeared wholly absorbed in my presence until her impertinent
speech in regard to my property had put an abrupt end to his
complaisance.
Meanwhile Mr. Barr had finished his paean and seated himself near me.
There was no mistaking the glances he cast, and out of respect to
myself I chose to exhibit some coldness of manner in response to his
remarks, which were an ardent defence of passion and what he called
_verve_ in music, literature, and art. Keen enjoyment, he said, was
never to be found in restraint; and if extremes tended to shorten human
life, a short existence crowned with pleasure was preferable to
four-score and ten years of dull uniformity. The giant trees of the
forest, the reddest roses of the garden, and the fairest faces in
Christendom must be frowned on as noxious if the doctrine of moderation
was to prevail. For were not they extremes? Yet rob the world of them,
and where would a recompense be found for their loss? In ordinary
growths, in the every-day rose, in commonplace beauty? Heaven forbid!
and he pulled at his beard, and his fine eyes flashed in the fulness of
his excitement.
Mrs. Marsh looked shocked, and took up the cudgels against him in
defence of the opposite principles, so that I was able to keep silent
and wonder. He would fain deify passion, he said; and there were two
passions which no human agency could stem or curb,--the passion for
wealth, and the passion of love. Thereat he looked at me again, with so
much eloquence of expression that I had to blush and turn my head away.
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