"You will pardon me I am sure, Mr. Spence, for taking up your valuable
time, when I tell you my reason for asking you to call upon me. I will
be frank, and say that I have been for some time anxious to find an
interest to which I could devote myself thoroughly and systematically,
and one that was wholly in sympathy with what I feel to be my tastes and
aspirations. I have a great deal of time at my disposal, and have become
weary of the amusements of society and of the merely superficial
character of my studies hitherto. The exercises to which I had the good
fortune to listen at Miss Kingsley's the other evening were almost a
revelation to me. They confirmed at least the opinion I had begun to
have, that outside of what the world calls fashionable circles there is
a class of people who like yourself find their happiness in intellectual
aims and pleasures. So much interested was I by what I heard then, that
I have decided, after some hesitation on the score of troubling you, to
offer myself as a student of your system of Moderation. It may be," I
added, speaking hurriedly in my desire to put the matter clearly before
him, and yet not to be prolix, "you do not care for the co-operation of
persons so little advanced as I; for I tell you honestly that though
tolerably proficient in what are known as accomplishments, I am ignorant
of all that appertains to serious knowledge. But believe me when I say
that I am thoroughly in earnest, and will devote myself to the cause
with all my heart, in case you think me able to be of assistance."
Mr. Spence heard me to the end without interruption. I had looked
straight before me, intent alone upon presenting my case in such a light
that while he knew the worst, he would not reject my request to become
one of his pupils. Nor did he reply at once. I glanced at him, and saw
that he was blushing; but he mastered his confusion, and said quietly:--
"Miss Harlan, I have received few compliments in my life more acceptable
than that comprised in what you have just said to me. It is precisely to
such alert and reflective minds as yours that I wish to make my theories
interesting. I am devoting the sum of my energies to the propagation of
what I regard as a truth vital to the well-being of humanity. You know
the leading features of my system already. I will not disguise from you
that an advocacy of them will expose you to publicity, it may be to
ridicule. Our converts are as yet few; and in order to be of service,
those who devote themselves to the work must be enthusiastic. I do not
say this because I doubt your sincerity or steadfastness; probably you
have considered these things already. But it is right that you should be
fully informed regarding the character of the cause you propose to
adopt."
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