I had seen but little of my Aunt Agnes during the autumn, perhaps
because I more than half suspected she did not sympathize with the plans
and preparations for my social education. I remembered some years
before, at the time when the question of my attending dancing-school was
being debated, to have heard her express disapproval of girls who
frittered away their time and health in the pursuit of what she called
"vain pleasures." I had not conversed with her on the subject, but I had
obtained an intimation from her short and acrid manner on the one or two
occasions when we had met of late that she was quite aware of what was
going on, and condemned it unequivocally.
Although I knew that Aunt Agnes was very fond of me, and I in turn loved
and respected her, she was apt to inspire me with awe even on ordinary
occasions. Her character was as upright as her figure, which in defiance
of the relaxed customs of the day was always arrayed against a
straight-backed chair. Conventionalities of every sort were an
abomination to her. Black silk was the full extent of her condescension
in the matter of what she was pleased to call Babylonian attire, and she
had no patience with the ordinary vanities of her sex.
She received me frostily when I went to visit her a few days after the
conversation with my father, and suffered me to kiss both her cheeks in
turn without evincing a sign of being mollified. Remembering that she
was fond of directness, I opened fire at once by observing that I was
invited to a ball at Mrs. Dale's a week hence.
"All girls are fools," she answered abruptly, after a moment. I bowed my
head submissively, and awaited the storm.
"I expected better things of you, Virginia," she continued. "I hoped you
were too sensible to follow the herd, and waste the best years of your
life in folly."
"Folly?" I echoed faintly.
"Yes, folly. What else is it but folly to sit up night after night,
until the small hours of the morning, waltzing with brainless young
men?"
"But, Aunty, my father wishes me to go into society."
"Pshaw! What does he know about balls and parties? He is under the thumb
of your Aunt Helen. At your age he was working hard for his living, and
learning to be of use in the world."
"But I have not to earn my living," said I.
"So much the worse for you. Humph! You have found that out, have you?"
I understood that she referred to what my father had told me. "Yes, I
know my father is very rich. If I do not go to parties, how am I to
learn anything about life?"
"Life! You are very simple, child, if you expect to learn what life is
by dancing the German. The first thing we shall hear is, that you are
engaged to some young dandy who is after your fortune. Then you will be
snuffed out. You will become a fashionable simpleton, who goes to bed at
four and gets up at noon. Life, indeed!"
This cruel insinuation, following so soon upon what I had lately heard,
cut like a knife. I answered firmly,--
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