It was at this period of spiritual darkness, as yet showing no signs
of the grand revival to come, that Amalie von Schmettau was born in
Berlin, in the year 1748. Field-Marshal Count von Schmettau, her
father, was a Protestant; but, as her mother was a nominal Catholic,
Amalie was to be brought up in the old faith. She was sent at a very
early age to a convent school in Breslau, from whence at fourteen she
returned good and innocent but with a very imperfect education. "I
felt," she wrote in later years, "as though I had dropped from the
skies, to find myself abruptly removed from the atmosphere of an
enclosed convent to that of my mother's house, one of those most
frequented by the gay world of Berlin."
Frederick the Great had received Voltaire with open arms at his
court, and the French infidel had taught fashionable German society
to sneer in the most approved style at all things great and holy.
The grand old language of their fathers was no longer tolerated; in
polished circles only French was to be spoken and written; and with
the old language the old beliefs were to go too; and, if possible,
that which has been well called the glory of the Teutonic race--its
hunger and thirst after God.
Amalie von Schmettau, whose rare abilities fitted her to shine so
brilliantly in her mother's salon was now sent to an educational
establishment in Berlin, conducted by an avowed French atheist. The
girl remained there about eighteen months, to return home once more,
still innocent and in one sense unspoiled, but with no faith whatever
left. Her beauty, her great talents, her musical accomplishments,
and a certain innate refinement and distinction, quickly made her a
great favorite at court.
In 1768 she went to Aix-la-Chapelle as lady in waiting to one of the
German princesses. Here she met Prince Gallitzin, the Russian
Ambassador to France. He was a man considerably older than the
interesting young girl, but perhaps all the quicker to discern and
appreciate her superior qualities. After a short acquaintance he
made her an offer of marriage, that was accepted both by Amalie
herself and her relatives, though for very different reasons. It was
a brilliant marriage; this recommended the Prince to her family.
With Amalie this side of the question had not the least weight. In
after years she wrote to an intimate friend: "My heart did not feel
the need of what is generally called love. But an affection that
would lead one to desire and seek the perfection of the person one
cared for--this I felt myself strongly capable of; it was an idea
that had taken deep root within me and had become necessary to my
happiness. Such an ideal was quite independent of externals. I
believed the Prince could be everything to me, if he but shared these
views."
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