A Russian Proprietor, and Other StoriesTolstoy, Leo, graf
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A Russian Proprietor, and Other Stories
Tolstoy, Leo, graf
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910 -- Translations into English
"Do not show this letter to my brother Vásya: I am afraid of
his ridicule. He generally dictates to me, and I am
accustomed to give way to him. Whilst Vanya may not approve
of my resolve, at least he will understand it."
The countess replied to her nephew in the following letter, also written in
French:--
"Your letter, dear Dmitri, showed nothing else to me than
that you have a warm heart; and I have never had reason to
doubt that. But, my dear, our good tendencies do us more
harm in life than our bad ones. I will not tell you that you
are committing a folly, that your behavior annoys me; but I
will do my best to make one argument have an effect upon
you. Let us reason together, my dear.
"You say you feel that your vocation is for a country life;
that you wish to make your serfs happy, and that you hope to
be a good farmer.
"In the first place, I must tell you that we feel sure of
our vocation only when we have once made a mistake in one;
secondly, that it is easier to win happiness for ourselves
than for others; and thirdly, that, in order to be a good
master, it is necessary to be a cold and austere man, which
you will never in this world succeed in being, even though
you strive to make believe that you are.
"You consider your arguments irresistible, and go so far as
to adopt them as rules for the conduct of life; but at my
age, my dear, people don't care for arguments and rules, but
only for experience. Now, experience tells me that your
plans are childish.
"I am now in my fiftieth year, and I have known many fine
men; but I have never heard of a young man of good family
and ability burying himself in the country under the pretext
of doing good.
"You have always wished to appear original, but your
originality is nothing else than morbidly developed egotism.
And, my dear, choose some better-trodden path. It will lead
you to success; and success, if it is not necessary for you
as success, is at least indispensable in giving you the
possibility of doing good which you desire. The poverty of a
few serfs is an unavoidable evil, or, rather, an evil which
cannot be remedied by forgetting all your obligations to
society, to your relatives, and to yourself.
"With your intellect, with your kind heart, and your love
for virtue, no career would fail to bring you success; but
at all events choose one which would be worth your while,
and bring you honor.
"I believe that you are sincere, when you say that you are
free from ambition; but you are deceiving yourself. Ambition
is a virtue at your age, and with your means it becomes a
fault and an absurdity when a man is no longer in the
condition to satisfy this passion.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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