A Secret Inheritance (Volume 1 of 3)Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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A Secret Inheritance (Volume 1 of 3)
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
Mystery fiction; Sleepwalking -- Fiction
This portion of my life, when I was growing from childhood to manhood,
is quite clear to me. The change in my parents' circumstances afforded
me advantages for study which I might not otherwise have enjoyed. I
was not sent to a private or public school; my education was conducted
at home by private tutors, with whom no opportunities offered of
becoming intimate. Indeed, it appeared to me that they were too
frequently and unnecessarily changed, but I cannot say whether this
was from design on my father's part, or because my tutors found their
duties distasteful. I think they had no reason to complain of me on
the score of attention; I was too fond of learning to close the
windows of the mind which they assisted me to open. Perhaps the
peculiar rules of our household weighed upon them. We appeared to be
cut off from our species, to lead a life apart from theirs. Ordinary
amusements and pleasures found no place in Rosemullion. Newspapers and
the current literature of the day were not admitted into our home.
Although we were in the midst of busy millions, although a feverish,
restless life was throbbing all around us, we took no share in it, and
seemed to have no interests in common with our fellow-creatures. There
was a war which shook the world. Great dynasties were at stake,
parliaments were hastily summoned, thousands of men were marching to
an untimely death, millions of money were expended, the avenues of
cities were thronged with excited crowds, the history of the world was
stained with blood, battlefields were charged with sobs and cries of
agony, red-hot demagogues fumed and foamed, drums beat, trumpets
sounded, gay music, to cast a false sweetness on death, was played
through day and night, heroes were made, poets wrote stanzas and
immortalised themselves, the whole world was in convulsion. It touched
us not. Our sympathies, desires, and aspirations were centred in our
own little world. The stone walls which surrounded the estate upon
which our house and cottage were built were eight feet in height. Our
servants performed their duties almost noiselessly; our gardener was
deaf and dumb. These conditions of existence could not have been
accidental; they must have been carefully planned and considered. For
what reason? We were rich enough to pay for colour and variety, and
yet they were not allowed to enter our lives. We were thrown entirely
upon ourselves and our own narrow resources.
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