A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
The stranger did not speak, but swiftly unrolling his plaid, let it
half drop to the ground and took off his hat. Miss Bellamy's face grew
as white as death. She started forward; and then she shrank back, all
a-tremble. Gerald Warburton's eyes turned from the stranger to her,
and then went back to the man; a tall, thin, frail-looking figure,
with a long white beard, and white hair that fell over the collar of
his coat.
"Sir--you--you are either Ambrose Murray or his ghost!" slowly gasped
Miss Bellamy. "In Heaven's name, what has brought you here?"
"I have escaped!" exclaimed the man in a low, hoarse voice. "Escaped
at last!"
He clasped his hands suddenly above his head, gave utterance to a
short, sharp, hysterical laugh, staggered forward a few steps, and
would have fallen to the ground had not Gerald Warburton caught him in
his arms.
CHAPTER IV.
A BROKEN LIFE.
Gerald Warburton did not leave London for Pembridge next day, nor for
several days afterwards.
When Ambrose Murray learned that Gerald was the nephew of Jacob Lloyd,
the man who had so befriended his daughter, and that Gerald's mother
was the Minna Lloyd whom he remembered, and who had been one of his
wife's dearest friends, he clung to him as a man who is being carried
away by the tide will cling to the life-buoy which his hands have
unexpectedly grasped. And, indeed, this man, who, after having been
closely shut up from the world for twenty years, found himself thrown
again on the great stream of life, seemed as helpless and bewildered
as some weak swimmer who contends in vain against the resistless tide
that is fast carrying him away. He was more than bewildered--he was
frightened by the vast whirlpool of London life in which he found
himself such an infinitesimal atom. There had always been an element
of weakness, of vacillation, in his character. He had always been one
of those men who are inevitably crushed into the background in the
great rush and struggle for life with which they are mixed up--men not
lacking talent, but simply from want of energy and physique, and power
of elbowing their way to the front, drifting year after year
helplessly into the rear, seeing themselves distanced by younger and
fleeter feet, and seeing the prizes that in the flush of youth seemed
so close at hand and easy of attainment, receding hopelessly into the
distance. Sometimes disappointment and bitterness of heart sour such
men for ever; sometimes they sink into mere dreamers and idealists,
who console themselves for the buffets of the real world by living as
much as possible an inner life of their own, in which destiny is
carved out by them in accordance with their varying fancies, and in
which they grasp--in imagination--whatever prizes please them best.
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