A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Now that you are settled for some time to come, I presume that you
will not be long before you break the news to Eleanor? You must
remember that as yet she knows absolutely nothing."
So spoke Miss Bellamy to Ambrose Murray one evening across the
tea-table. Gerald was also there. This was the first time that
Eleanor's name had been mentioned since Murray's arrival, and Miss
Bellamy could bear the father's strange silence no longer.
"It is not my intention to tell my daughter anything at present. Why
should I?" said Murray.
Miss Bellamy looked at him as though she could scarcely believe her
ears.
"Why should you not?" she said. "It seems to me that one of the very
first things you ought to do is to tell everything to your only
child."
Murray stirred his tea slowly for a few moments before answering.
"Eleanor is well and comfortable, I hope," he said at last.
"Quite well and quite comfortable."
"She is still living among her friends at Pembridge?"
"She is."
"And wants for nothing?"
"And wants for nothing, so far as I know."
"That is well. And she still believes that Jacob Lloyd was her
father?"
"I am not aware that anyone has undeceived her on that point."
"Why should I be the first to undeceive her?"
"Jacob Lloyd is dead. You are her father, and you are now a free man."
"Precisely so. I am a free man because I have broken my prison bonds.
I am a free man who is liable to recapture at any moment. I am a free
man to whose name the stain of murder still clings."
"But Eleanor would never believe you to be guilty, as I have never
believed you, to be guilty."
"Possibly not. But why distress her by making her the recipient of so
painful a revelation?"
"She is your daughter, and she has a right to be told the truth."
"As you say, she is my daughter, and perhaps she has a right to be
told. But seeing that her ignorance has lasted for twenty years, it
cannot matter greatly if she be kept in the same ignorance for a few
weeks or a few months longer. That ultimately everything will be told
her, I do not doubt; but not now--not till--till----" Overcome by some
hidden emotion, he faltered, and was dumb.
"Not till what, Ambrose?" said Miss Bellamy very gently.
"Not till I have proved my innocence to the world."
Miss Bellamy sighed, but said nothing. If Eleanor was not to be told
her father's story till his innocence should be proved, then would it
remain untold for ever.
"Do not think," resumed Ambrose Murray, "that I have not thought over,
times without number, all that can be urged either for or against the
telling of my story to Eleanor, but I have come to the conclusion that
for a little while to come it had better remain untold."
"And do you think, Ambrose, that after such a length of time there is
any chance, however remote, of your being able to prove your
innocence?"
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