A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
From the first moment that Gerald Warburton set eyes on Eleanor Lloyd,
he made up his mind that, if it were in the possibility of things to
do so, he would make her his wife, and from that determination he had
never wavered. The more he saw of her the more settled became his
conviction that he had never really loved till now. Flirtations he had
had, and little love-smarts in plenty. Many a pleasant face had
haunted his dreams for a night or two, but never for longer. In his
writing-desk were two or three crumpled gloves, a ribbon or two, and
at least half a dozen cartes-de-visite: tokens all, as he sometimes
said to himself, of how hard he had tried to love, of how often he had
fancied himself to be in love, and of the very short space of time it
had taken him to discover either what an ass he had made of himself,
or what an ass some girl had made of him. Such mementoes are not
without a certain amount of instructiveness. Gerald looked upon them
in the light of warnings. "How terrible and strange it is to think,"
he said to himself one day, "that each one of these gages d'amour
represents a most foolish moment in my life, a moment that might have
been the turning-point of my existence: such a moment as has been the
turning-point of many a man's existence! How well one knows the
history of such relics A pair of bright eyes, a waltz, a glass of
champagne, a glove or a ribbon dropped by accident or design; or else
a moonlight ramble capped with some poet's soft nonsense, and a little
hand nestling timidly under your arm. Then comes a pressure of the
tiny hand, an appealing glance into the bright eyes, a whispered word,
and unless your enslaver does not really care for you--in which case
nothing but your vanity suffers--your fate is sealed, and the chances
are that you wake up next morning to find that, for the sake of an
hour's foolish romance, you have bound yourself for life to a person
for whom in your heart, you don't care the price of a box of cigars."
So moralized Gerald, as he took his relics out of their resting-place
for the last time and dropped them quietly, one by one, into the fire.
Without a single pang he saw them flare and shrivel into ashes. Let
the dead past bury its dead.
No doubt ever clouded his mind as to the strength and reality of that
passion which in these latter days had taken possession of his heart.
It was no mere will-o'-the-wisp, to be followed with passionate
footsteps through brake and morass, but the Planet of Love itself,
serene and beautiful: the lodestar of his life and fortune shining
down on him at last with a light that nothing but death could ever
again eclipse.
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