A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
Since that first meeting with Eleanor he had made it his business to
see as much of her as the exigencies of his position would allow of
his doing. Except when they had company, he generally dined with Sir
Thomas and Lady Dudgeon. He had the happy knack of being able to
select topics of conversation that had an interest for both of them.
He did his best to please them, and he succeeded, simply that he might
be able thereby to see more of Miss Lloyd than he could otherwise have
hoped to do. The peculiar circumstances under which Eleanor and he had
first met had done more to break the ice between them than a month of
ordinary intercourse would have done; besides which, it had supplied
them with a subject for conversation that Eleanor seemed never to grow
tired of, and one in which our artful Gerald feigned a far deeper
interest than he really felt.
Days and weeks had come and gone, and he was still as undecided as
ever what steps to take in the matter of the sealed packet. Kelvin
still maintained his mysterious silence. Gerald had said to himself
that, after having been at Stammars for a little while, after having
seen and made the acquaintance of Eleanor, should Kelvin not then have
spoken, he would write to him in his real name, and demand some
explanation of his unaccountable silence. This would at once force
matters to a climax, and he, Gerald, would then be able, in the
natural course of events, to assume his proper name and position. But
day by day was flitting away, and he still neglected to take this very
obvious course. As matters had turned out, he shrank from doing so. He
loved this girl with all the strength of his ardent temperament.
Should he declare himself, such a declaration would take from her all
that she had hitherto deemed her own, all that was most dear to her in
life: name, wealth, position--everything. Should his be the hand to
knowingly strike her such a blow? The more he thought of it, the more
hateful such a proceeding seemed to him. He could never hope to see
Love's sweet light dawn in those beautiful eyes were he to smite her
thus. And then how much more precious to him would it be to win her
love for his own sake, to win it as a poor man, to fight for her
against the host of other suitors who would surely come when they
should discover what a golden prize was there for the winning; to say
no word to her of this thing, but to let her rest in blissful
ignorance till their wedding day was come. After that, she might,
perchance, learn to love him all the more for his long silence. Thus
it was that Gerald argued with himself, and thus it was that to the
world at large he was still known as John Pomeroy, secretary to Sir
Thomas Dudgeon, at an honorarium of one hundred and fifty guineas per
annum.
As Gerald was strolling quietly through Kensington Gardens one day
between luncheon and dinner, he was met by Eleanor, who was coming
from an opposite direction. They shook hands, and Gerald turned and
walked back with her.
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