A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 2 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 2 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
It would not be high water for half an hour, and the tide was still
running up strongly. Gerald put the boat's head up stream, and pulled
gently along towards Twickenham. He blessed the happy fortune that,
for one delicious hour, had given him Eleanor all to himself. But now
that the opportunity was his, what should he talk to her about? He
felt that he ought to be at once witty and tender; that now, if ever,
he ought to rise above the commonplace level of everyday conversation.
He felt all this, and yet he felt, at the same time, that he had
nothing to say. If he might only have opened the floodgates of his
heart, then, indeed, there would have been no lack of words--no
necessity to hunt here and there in his brain for something to talk
about. It is true that he might have begun about the weather, or some
other equally simple topic; but, then, any nincompoop could have done
that, and to-day he wanted so particularly to shine in the eyes of his
goddess! But before long it became quite evident that he was not to
shine to-day. He must rest contentedly on the level of the
nincompoops, and trust to his good fortune that Miss Lloyd would not
find out that he was a bigger donkey than the rest of the gentlemen
who were in the habit of laying themselves out to fascinate her.
But Miss Lloyd herself seemed to have very little to say this
afternoon. It seemed pleasure enough just then to sit quietly in the
sweet sunshine and dip her ungloved hand now and again in the cool
ripples of the tide.
"Have you ever been as far up the Thames as this before?" asked Gerald
at last, in sheer desperation.
"I was never on the Thames in a small boat before to-day," answered
Eleanor.
"There are some lovely nooks on it--so thoroughly English, you know:
altogether unlike anything of the kind that you can see anywhere
else."
"I have been so little abroad lately that I am hardly competent to
judge what kind of scenery is thoroughly English, or what is not."
Another awkward silence. "What a goose he must think me! It seems so
stupid not to be able to talk except in answer to a question," said
Eleanor, to herself. "Why do I feel so different when I am with _him_
from what I do when I'm with anyone else? I never felt like this when
I was alone with Captain Dayrell. If Cora had come with us we should
have been lively enough." And yet, in her heart, how glad she was that
Cora had not come! "Whether this scenery is English or not, it is very
beautiful," said Eleanor, at last, with a desperate resolve to break
the spell that was weaving itself more strongly around them with every
moment. "One can see where spring's delicate brush has been at work
here and there among the trees, rubbing-in the first faint tints of
green. How lovely it is!"
"If this sunshine would only last, and the tide not tire of running
up," said Gerald, "I feel that I could go on like this for a week and
not feel weary."
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