A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 2 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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A Secret of the Sea: A Novel. Vol. 2 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
"So long as there is no prior attachment--and you assure me that there
is not--I will not permit myself to despair," said Dayrell. "I tell
your ladyship this in confidence. But if it could in any way be hinted
to Miss Lloyd that I have accepted her decision as final, and, while
deeply hurt by her rejection of me, have no intention of troubling her
further, I think my cause might be somewhat benefited thereby."
"Pardon me, but I hardly see the force of your suggestion."
"My dear Lady Dudgeon, it is one of the characteristics of your sex to
regard a rejected suitor with a certain amount of tendresse. They say
to themselves, 'Here is something that might be mine if I would only
hold out my hand to take it.' So long as it is there for the having,
they don't care to accept it; but when they have reason to think that
they are about to lose it, they will sometimes make a snatch at it
rather than let it go altogether--or, perhaps I ought to say, rather
than let it fall into the hands of another."
In this matter Captain Dayrell judged Eleanor by himself. He was twice
as anxious to win her, now that she had declined his attentions, as he
had been before. Not that he would ever have dreamed of asking Miss
Lloyd to become his wife had she been other than the heiress she was.
He knew too well what was due both to himself and to society.
The suggested hint was duly given to Eleanor. It made her intercourse
with Captain Dayrell, during his stay at Stammars, more easy and
pleasant than it might otherwise have been, but beyond that it had no
effect whatever. When the captain went back to town he was not quite
so sanguine of success as he had been a week previously; but being of
a persevering disposition, and having no belief in the immutability of
a woman's _No_, he was still very far from considering his case as
hopeless.
Olive Deane had three days' leave of absence from her duties at
Easter. She went by invitation to spend the time with her aunt and
cousin at Pembridge. She had seen neither of them during the two
months she had been at Lady Dudgeon's. Matthew Kelvin had once or
twice sent his chief clerk to transact business with the baronet, but
had never put in an appearance himself. Could it be that he dreaded
the possibility of meeting Miss Lloyd? was the question Olive
sometimes asked herself; but it was a question to which there was no
likelihood of her ever obtaining an answer.
Olive's heart fluttered strangely as she knocked at the familiar door.
Absence had in no wise weakened her love for her cousin. Watered with
her secret tears, its roots seemed only to grow stronger and to cling
more tightly round her heart. "Why should my life be made miserable
for the love of this man?" she sometimes asked herself. "He cares
nothing for me--he never will care anything for me." But in other
moods she would say: "He will learn to love me yet. Such a love as
mine must have a magnetism in it strong enough to draw to itself the
object of its desires."
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