Adventure and adventurers -- Fiction; Short stories
lamented the blow to their cause and the ruin of their secret hopes.
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He had no feeling either way. But he felt a great devotion for that young
girl. In his desire to appear worthy of her condescension, he boasted a
little of his bodily strength. He had nothing else to boast of. Because of
that quality his comrades treated him with as great a deference, he
explained, as though he had been a sergeant, both in camp and in battle.
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“I could always get as many as I wanted to follow me anywhere, senorita. I
ought to have been made an officer, because I can read and write.”
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Behind him the silent old lady fetched a moaning sigh from time to time;
the distracted father muttered to himself, pacing the sala; and Gaspar
Ruiz would raise his eyes now and then to look at the daughter of these
people.
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He would look at her with curiosity because she was alive, and also with
that feeling of familiarity and awe with which he had contemplated in
churches the inanimate and powerful statues of the saints, whose
protection is invoked in dangers and difficulties. His difficulty was very
great.
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He could not remain hiding in an orchard for ever and ever. He knew also
very well that before he had gone half a day’s journey in any direction,
he would be picked up by one of the cavalry patrols scouring the country,
and brought into one or another of the camps where the patriot army
destined for the liberation of Peru was collected. There he would in the
end be recognized as Gaspar Ruiz—the deserter to the Royalists—and
no doubt shot very effectually this time. There did not seem any place in
the world for the innocent Gaspar Ruiz anywhere. And at this thought his
simple soul surrendered itself to gloom and resentment as black as night.
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They had made him a soldier forcibly. He did not mind being a soldier. And
he had been a good soldier as he had been a good son, because of his
docility and his strength. But now there was no use for either. They had
taken him from his parents, and he could no longer be a soldier—not
a good soldier at any rate. Nobody would listen to his explanations. What
injustice it was! What injustice!
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And in a mournful murmur he would go over the story of his capture and
recapture for the twentieth time. Then, raising his eyes to the silent
girl in the doorway, “Si, senorita,” he would say with a deep sigh,
“injustice has made this poor breath in my body quite worthless to me and
to anybody else. And I do not care who robs me of it.”
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One evening, as he exhaled thus the plaint of his wounded soul, she
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