But the Conte Leandro did not find the Marchese among the card-players.
The events of the evening had already thrown him back again into a very
miserable state of mind, from which the Marchese had been suffering such
torments as the jealous only know, during all the latter half of the
Carnival. It was strange that such a man as the Marchese Lamberto--it
would have seemed passing strange to any of those his fellow-citizens
who had known him, thoroughly as they supposed, all his life; very
strange that such a man, so calm, so judicious, so little liable to the
gusts of passion of any sort; a man, the even tenor of whose
well-regulated life had ever been such as to expose him rather to the
charge of almost apathetic placidity of temper, should thus suddenly, in
the full meridian time of his mature years, become subject to such
violent oscillations of passion; to such buffetings by storms, blowing
now from one and now from the opposite quarter of the sky. But no length
of prosperous navigation in the quiet waters of a land-locked harbour
will give evidence of the vessel's fitness to encounter the storms and
the waves of the open sea. The storm-wind of a strong passion had, all
at once for the first time, blown in upon the sheltered harbour in which
that placid life had been led.
And yet that storm-wind did not produce the same effect, as it would
have produced, and is seen to produce every day on the strong,
wide-spread canvas of some young navigator on the ocean of life, putting
out into the open waters at the time when such storms are frequent.
Every day we see such craft scudding with all sails spread before the
blast without attempt at reefing or tacking. Right ahead they drive
before the wind with no doubtful course. But it was not and could not be
so in the case of the Marchese Lamberto. The whole habits of a life--the
ways, notions, hopes, desires, ambitions, that time had made into a part
of the nature of the man; the passions, which though calm and unviolent
in their nature, had become strong, not by forcible energy, but by the
deep and unconscious sinking of their roots into the depths of his
character--all these things opposed a resistance to the new and
suddenly-loosed passion-wind, such as that which the deep-rooted oak
opposes to the tempest with no result of conquering it, only with the
result of causing its own leaves and branches to be buffeted to and fro,
torn, broken, and wrecked.
Thus it was that the unhappy Marchese was violently driven to and fro
from hour to hour between the extremities of love and hate, till his
brain reeled in the terrible conflict; and alternate attraction and
repulsion bandied his soul backwards and forwards between them.
A ball-room is not a pleasant exercise-ground for a jealous man who does
not dance. No "bolgia" of the hell invented by the sombre imagination of
the great poet could have surpassed, in torment, the Circolo ball-room
on that last Carnival night to the Marchese Lamberto.
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