And was what he desired so much out of his reach? Surely all that had
happened, all that he had seen, all that he had heard at the interview
with Bianca that morning, was not calculated to lead him to think so.
And why should it be? It would be all very much according to the
ordinary current of events in such matters. He was a bachelor. He was
wealthy. He was the most prominent noble of the city. He was brought
specially into contact with the lady by his theatrical connection and
habitudes. His patronage and protection were by far the most valuable
that could be offered to her in Ravenna. The Diva herself was--such as
Divas of her sort and time were wont to be. It would seem to be all very
easy and straight-forward. What was the worst penalty wont to follow
from such peccadilloes to persons in his position? The loss of a little
money,--of a good deal of money perhaps. But he had plenty and to spare.
But none of these considerations availed to smooth the frown from the
Marchese's brow, or to make the future at all seem clear before him.
In the first place to make this singer his mistress, simple and little
objectionable as such a step might seem to most men of his country, and
rank, and period, and freedom from ties, was not an easy matter, or an
agreeable prospect to the Marchese, on purely social considerations. He
had placed himself on a special pedestal, from which such a liaison
would involve a fall. And such a fall, or the danger of such a fall, was
very dreadful to the Marchese. There was the Cardinal; there were the
good nuns, whose affairs he managed, and who looked on him as a saint on
earth. Worst of all there was his nephew. How preach to him (terribly
necessary as such preaching might be) under such circumstances?
To be sure, there was no need of doing whatever he might do in such sort
that the whole town should be his confidant. He had as good
opportunities for secrecy as could be desired. Theatrical business and
his recognized connection with it was an abundant and unsuspected excuse
for as much conversation with the lady,--as many interviews as he might
wish. It seemed safe enough upon the whole.
And yet these considerations did not avail to take the frown from the
Marchese's brow, or bring his perplexed self-examination to an end. The
very evident disposition of the lady to be kind did not avail to please
him. Instead of being pleased and triumphant at the probable prospect of
so enviable a bonne fortune, he was displeased, unhappy, irritated,
angry--angry with himself and with the sorceress who had thrown this
spell on him. How was it? By what charm had she bewitched him so?
Already he was impatient, longing to be back again in her presence. And
yet he was angry with her,--doubted whether he did not rather hate her
than love her.
At last he started from his chair and swore that he would retain the
mastery over his own self; that he would think no more of the abominable
woman,--see her no more!
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