After awhile Ludovico came again and stopped directly in front of the
chair in which Paolina was sitting; but he remained standing, and
placing his two hands, one on either of her shoulders, and looking down
into her face with moist eyes, he said,--"My love, my true and best--my
only love! I cannot lose you, Paolina; I cannot give you up.
Truly--truly I had rather that any other thing--any other evil that
could happen, should happen to me. We are, and we must be, all in all to
each other, my Paolina, now and ever. There is no alternative
possibility to this. Love has opened my eyes, too, my darling angel!
Your love has opened my eyes; I will know no other love,--no other
woman--call none other wife but you! Paolina, you will be mine?--my all?
my only one?"
"Ludovico!" she exclaimed, looking up at him with an ecstasy of joy, and
yet with a great terror upon her face; "but what will happen--what will
happen to you? What will be done to me?"
"We must see, my heart's treasure! We must have patience; you must trust
to me. You do trust me, non e vero? I must put off this marriage; then
find means to break it. And, after all, what can my uncle do? I am
dependent on him while he lives; but I must succeed to all he has when
he dies. My promised wife! Are you mine--mine for ever? Will you now put
your dear little hand in mine, and promise me, and have faith in me, and
wait for me, and have patience till I can see my way, and love me all
the time, my own--my darling?"
"I am your own, Ludovico;--yours, any way: to live for you, if such a
lot may be mine; to die still yours, if it may not! Wait! Patience! What
shall tire my patience? So I know that you are loving me--me only--all
the time, I shall ask nothing more! But, oh, I am so frightened! And
then I shall be a cause of such mischief and trouble to you. Would it
not have been better for you if you had never seen poor Paolina?"
"No, no, no, no! It would have been a thousand million times worse for
me! Be of good heart, my treasure; nothing can hurt you. We must keep
our secret for a while; and nothing will hurt me, if we manage well. But
I must think; my mind is in a confusion;--a joyful confusion, dearest!
But I must think it all over. If you see me less often, be sure that it
is because I am planning for our happiness. And now, darling,--my own,
my own, now really and for ever, my own--one kiss to seal our contract!
You won't refuse me that. I take you thus in my arms, my Paolina; for
the first time as your promised husband. Good-night--good-night--my own!
I trust I may be able to think of what I am doing at the Palazzo
tonight. Good-night, my own!"
And thus the Marchese Ludovico returned that evening to the Palazzo
Castelmare, about an hour after Signor Ercole Stadione had quitted it;
pledged to find some means of breaking off the match with the Contessa
Violante Marliani, to which all Ravenna was looking forward, and engaged
to be married to the little obscure Venetian orphan artist.
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