How I got back there I did not know, but the way I found the Savior was by owning him before the world and I knew the only way was to go and sow to the spirit. I began to ask the Lord what he would have me to do, and thing after thing was given me, but was accused of believing in Miller's doctrine, as it is called. I found that it was about to bring upon me reproach and I denied it and then I was troubled. I could not rest day nor night, and I felt that I was not prepared to meet Him, and I bowed myself before the Lord and asked the Lord what He would have me to do; and soon I was sent with message after message to the people of God where it was my usual custom to assemble, as it was the privilege of the females to give a word of exhortation. Said nothing to any one, but was determined to do what the Lord bid me, and to walk in the Lord. My mind was unbiased by the errors in theology, or any creeds or doctrine of men. All I knew was the simple religion of Jesus Christ, and the Bible was my guide. I must obey God and keep his commandments. At this time the subject of the union of christians was much agitated; the divisions of them had been a source of grief to me ever since I was converted, and the union of them was something sweet if there was any ground on which they could be united. Elder Holly was lecturing at this time upon it and showed by the Bible the ground on which they could be united. I asked the Lord what he would have me to do, and went to the Bible for instruction. In Revelations it says that whoever takes from the sayings of the prophecy of that book his part shall be taken out of the holy city, &c. Rev. 12 chap. 18th, 19th verses, I found that articles of faith both took from and added there unto and already I felt the plagues upon me. I cried unto the Lord, for I could say with David, the pangs of hell got hold of me and death encompassed me round about. I called upon the Lord and he heard me out of His Holy habitation. I told no one of my situation for I thought it was the Lord that was dealing with me and had got to have a trial of my faith, I felt that I was willing to die a martyr rather than to deny Jesus Christ before the world. It was the last Idol I held in my heart I must give up. It was my earthly character; I must go without the camp and bear reproach for Christ. I went to see my minister, and told him how the Lord was dealing with me. I told him how the Lord had shown me that articles of faith were a sin by the Bible and that I did not want any thing to do with pursuasions. I wanted to keep God's commandments, for I hated the very garment that was spotted with the flesh; I would have my name taken off the church books, but not off his heart, for I loved the people of God. I wanted to go to the communion table and still held to the ordinance of baptism; but I wanted to get out of sin. He said if I did not walk with the church in peace, he must excommunicate me. I asked her forgivness if I had said anything