That reflection on my courage awakes another echo of the same scant
season--since the test involved must have been that of our taking our
way home through Fourth Avenue from some point up town, and Mrs.
Wright's situation in East Twenty-first Street was such a point. The
Hudson River Railroad was then in course of construction, or was being
made to traverse the upper reaches of the city, through that part of
which raged, to my young sense, a riot of explosion and a great shouting
and waving of red flags when the gunpowder introduced into the rocky
soil was about to take effect. It was our theory that our passage there,
in the early afternoon, was beset with danger, and our impression that
we saw fragments of rock hurtle through the air and smite to the earth
another and yet another of the persons engaged or exposed. The point of
honour, among several of us, was of course nobly to defy the danger, and
I feel again the emotion with which I both hoped and feared that the red
flags, lurid signals descried from afar, would enable or compel us to
renew the feat. That I didn't for myself inveterately renew it I seem to
infer from the memory of other perambulations of the period--as to which
I am divided between their still present freshness and my sense of
perhaps making too much of these tiny particles of history. My stronger
rule, however, I confess, and the one by which I must here consistently
be guided, is that, from the moment it is a question of projecting a
picture, no particle that counts for memory or is appreciable to the
spirit _can_ be too tiny, and that experience, in the name of which one
speaks, is all compact of them and shining with them. There was at any
rate another way home, with other appeals, which consisted of getting
straight along westward to Broadway, a sphere of a different order of
fascination and bristling, as I seem to recall, with more vivid aspects,
greater curiosities and wonderments. _The_ curiosity was of course the
country-place, as I supposed it to be, on the northeast corner of
Eighteenth Street, if I am not mistaken; a big brown house in "grounds"
peopled with animal life, which, little as its site may appear to know
it to-day, lingered on into considerably later years. I have but to
close my eyes in order to open them inwardly again, while I lean against
the tall brown iron rails and peer through, to a romantic view of
browsing and pecking and parading creatures, not numerous, but all of
distinguished appearance: two or three elegant little cows of refined
form and colour, two or three nibbling fawns and a larger company, above
all, of peacocks and guineafowl, with, doubtless--though as to this I am
vague--some of the commoner ornaments of the barnyard. I recognise that
the scene as I evoke it fails of grandeur; but it none the less had for
me the note of greatness--all of which but shows of course what a very
town-bred small person I was, and was to remain.
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