Sir Wilfrid Wynne gave his verdict, and it was almost a repetition of
what Dr. Burton had said. He could do nothing. There was little hope
he would regain consciousness. If he did, it would be but a passing
flash before the end. He might linger in his present condition
twenty-four hours or longer; and he might pass away any moment without a
struggle. It would be cruel to wish him to live; the shock to the spine
had been so great, if he lived, he would inevitably lose the use of his
lower limbs. Sir Wilfrid was grieved; he had known the boy’s father. He
would gladly have remained, had there been any hope of doing anything
for him. He took his departure by motor-car to catch the mail train at a
junction ten miles distant.
Mrs. Mandeville returned to her place by the bedside, calm and still,
after her paroxysm of weeping. Colonel Mandeville was with her, and
presently the Rector came into the room.
"Raymond, pray for him," Mrs. Mandeville said. "He is in God’s hands.
No human power can help him."
They all knelt and the Rector prayed aloud. He did not petition for the
boy’s life to be spared. He humbly asked that the hearts of those who
loved him might be submissive to God’s all-wise decree. "Thy will be
done," was the dominant note of the prayer. When they rose from their
knees, there was an expression on Mrs. Mandeville’s face which no one
had ever seen before. The prayer had not helped her: it was not
submission nor resignation in any degree which had come to her. She
turned to the Rector.
"I do not believe it, Raymond. This is _not_ God’s will. God could not
order anything so cruel to befall a child, so loving and dutiful--whose
faith in God’s loving care of him has always been so beautiful to me to
witness. Could I, who know only human love, suffer anything like this
to befall my little Rosebud, or any of my children? Is human love more
pitiful and compassionate than divine love? This dear boy could easily
have saved himself; he stood between the cruel beast and my little
girls. All three of them might be lying as he is lying now but for his
self-sacrifice. Don’t tell me it is God’s will! If I could believe it,
I would wish I were a heathen, and worshipped a god of wood and stone!"
The Rector could only gaze in pained astonishment. Such an outburst was
so unlike his usually calm and gentle sister. He judged she was beside
herself with grief. She stood with clasped hands, wide-open eyes,
unseeing, yet seeing, gazing beyond the confines of that room, catching
a momentary vision of that light which ’never was, on land or sea.’
She became calm again--serenely calm.
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