The Rector looked up in astonishment as his sister, hatless and coatless
(it was a chilly September day), entered the room. "What is it,
Emmeline? Is Carol worse?" he asked. Her flushed, distressed face
suggested the question.
"I do not know if he is worse. He is just as ill as he can be, and is
suffering cruelly. I want you to let me have that book you took from
him, Raymond, _Science and Health_. He thinks if I read it to him he
will fall asleep. He has not slept yet, and this is the third day since
the accident." The Rector’s face, which before had been grave and
kindly, now grew stern and resolute. "I am sorry, Emmeline, but I
cannot let you have it. That book will never pass from my hands to his
as long as I am his guardian. He knows too much already of its
pernicious doctrines. Better better--anything than that his faith in
its teachings should be strengthened."
"Do you mean better that he should die, Raymond?"
"Yes, Emmeline, better that--even that."
"Oh, Raymond, how can you hold such a thought? I do not know what the
book is nor what it teaches. But I do know what is the fruit of it; and
who was it said, ’A tree is known by its fruit; a corrupt tree cannot
bring forth good fruit’?"
"We need not discuss that, Emmeline. We both know whose words those are.
Still, I maintain that the teachings of that book, being pernicious,
cannot bring forth good fruit."
"But, Raymond, is not gentleness, faith and love--such as Carol’s--good
fruit? Jesus to him did not live two thousand years ago. He is living
to-day. He is looking to him, as the disciples looked, when the storm
arose at sea. His love and his faith are beautiful to witness. I have
always tried to teach my children the love of God, but Carol possesses
something I have not been able to give them, because I do not possess it
myself. I think it is understanding. He seems to understand the Bible
much better than I do."
"I am sorry to hear you speak like this, Emmeline. In any difficulty
why do you not come to me? Surely there are books enough here to
explain, or to throw a light on anything that is not clear to you."
The Rector looked round at his well-filled book-shelves: old books and
new books; works of the early Fathers and the latest theological
treatise.
"I cannot explain what it is I want, Raymond. I only know I always seem
to be groping after something, and I cannot find it. But when I am
talking to Carol, I seem nearer to it. Raymond, won’t you let me have
that book--just for to-day--I will return it to you to-morrow?"
"No, Emmeline. Not for one hour."
"You are cruel, Raymond, when the boy is suffering so, and it is all he
asks you. If there were a shop near where I could buy a copy, I would
straightway do so. I will know for myself what the book teaches. I
shall write to Miss Desmond, and ask her to get me a copy."
"Of course, Emmeline, if you choose to do that, I have no control over
your actions. I have over Carol’s, and I shall exercise it."
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