Morris Pugh's whole heart and soul went out in one vivid prayer for
true guidance.
Gwen, on the platform, was looking dreadfully ill. She was wasted to a
skeleton, her fever-bright eyes seemed larger than ever, but they were
steadier, and her voice was even sweeter, despite the hollow hacking
cough which assailed her at all times, save when she was singing.
Those same eyes of hers had learned the trick of fastening themselves
on one face; but so had the eyes of all these practised missioners,
and even Abel Parry, who was taking Hwfa Williams' part as bass,
looked out steadily, earnestly.
Myfanwy Jones felt the thrill of this, though she was conscious that
much of her physical sense of strain arose from the presence of Mervyn
Pugh.
How very handsome he was, and what a gentleman he looked after his
three months of touring about the country!
In truth he had changed. He was finer, more complex; for it had been
impossible to lead the old simple village life in the hotels and
boarding-houses where he had lodged. He was different in every way,
and in becoming different he had almost forgotten his past self. Even
the mental emotion of his first association with Gwen in this work of
salvation had passed; he took it now as a matter of course. For the
rest, seeing his way clear, and urged thereto by those who had heard
him speak, he had almost made up his mind to the ministry.
Yet not quite so; and the sight of Myfanwy Jones robed in black
samite, mystic, wonderful, in the very first row, roused
recollections, almost regrets.
For there had been no harm in their holiday junketing at Blackborough;
they had only enjoyed themselves immensely.
A sense of something electrical in the air disturbed him from
recollections of a man in a music hall, who had ventured to comment on
his companion's beauty, and he became conscious that Gwen and Alicia
Edwards were both looking at him. There was a whole world of
difference in the meaning of these looks, but Mervyn lumped them
together as a control to his wandering thoughts.
He need not have felt that sudden sense of guilt so far as poor Gwen
was concerned. Her limited mind had long since relegated the stormy
past to the Devil. She shuddered at the thought of it, as she
shuddered at the thought of Him.
But Mervyn was a soul which, mysteriously, she had saved.
In a measure this was true. All unknown to herself, she was largely
responsible for the outburst of spiritual energy around her. There was
that in her which, given freely as she gave it, without measure and
without stint, was bound to force response. And to-night, wearied
utterly, yet elated, singing against the doctor's orders, racked by a
terrible pain when she drew her breath, she was at the flood-tide of
her potentiality; and she knew it.
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